Night sky fell atop our setting like a rising tide
settle in the darkness for absence of anything bright
this feeling is new to me and not completely welcome
but my aching figure isn't an adequate shelter
for mediocrity and fucking up
A word pronounced with more meaning than ever heard before
some "inadequate" realizations come with starving me ( Read more... )

Too afraid of failing to even try ( Read more... )

It's the summer time ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this fucking bullshit. Fucking sick of it. I need to get the hell out of here. NOW!

I really really really really really want to be playing music again. As in right this fucking minute. I have composed a million songs in my head but I lack the resources to transfer it to sound. I want to play in a band...nothing compares to the feeling of playing a show, whether it's for 10 or 100 people. I want to make my place in this world ( Read more... )

So I called my brother today to see if I could stay with him for the rest of the summer...unfortunately he is about to leave Van Nuys to produce a record. Thus it seems as though I'm stuck here.....fuck.

The worst part is now I know I really love you, and you won't ever know that much.

I'm at a place where I can't go forward or backward; I'm stuck and rendered stationary. This is going to take a while to figure out.

Why must everything be so damn difficult?

My feelings are melting my insides
and thought sets blistering flame to the wound
If only I could get my mind, get my mind off of this unsettling matter
and resolve all these things soon

Haven't been doing very much lately.

I spent the night at Kody's with Miles Kord and Allie not too long ago...it was chill being there again, it had been a long while.

But overall I think this summer has been extremely boring so far.

Perhaps that will change? Perhap.

I certainly hope so!

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I sat alone on the shores of time ( Read more... )