Comments | xmandymoorex: This glass house is burning down. You light the match, I'll stick around

xmandymoorex

This glass house is burning down. You light the match, I'll stick around

Mar 21, 2005 20:51

Well I went to Florida with Jenna last Saturday and came back thursday nite. Florida was a really good time. I really needed to get away from a lot of stuff in my life. Not even and hour after i had been back in Boston tho, all the drama i went on vacation to get away from started up again. So much stuff has been dropped on me for the last 5 ( Read more... )

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my advice. chlorofrmprfume March 21 2005, 20:06:23 UTC

don't stop trusting everyone. just stop trusting people that are addicted to drugs. they walk all over you amanda, and they just bring you down. you're constantly upset because of the shit these people do to themselves and its really not worth it. if they cared about you as much as they should they wouldnt be doing this to you. they aren't going to change unless they want to, and maybe if they end up alone and without real, good friends like yourself then they will decide to change ( ... )

Re: my advice. xmbncx March 21 2005, 22:17:10 UTC

Shit I didnt even notice you wrote all that. But yes I completely agree with you Jenna. Lets kill them.

WE'RE ONLY SAYING THIS STUFF BECAUSE WE LOOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE YOUUUUUUU.

Re: my advice. xmandymoorex March 22 2005, 08:49:12 UTC

Don't kill them :(

I know you guys love me and i love you guys too!

<3

Re: my advice. xmandymoorex March 22 2005, 08:48:33 UTC

I know you're right, but they are still my friends and i love them. I know i cant change people unless they wanna change themselves. I just dont wanna accept that.

I'm srry about the other nite, but you had told me while we were still in florida that you wanted to go to the party and that you wanted to bring bob with you. You told me you wanted to go, but then changed your mind after i had already said we were ALL going. When i got there, someone there was pretty upset and crying to me. i couldnt leave. This is stupid to fight about tho. We should have stopped by your house for and hour then i guess but i really wanted you guys to come to the party. I'd rather talk about this on the phone, rather than online, haha. Things might get misinterpreted. I just want us to be okay again and not let something stupid like this ruin our friendship.

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xmbncx March 21 2005, 22:14:18 UTC

Amanda you are too much of an amazing person to be worrying about other peoples fucked up lives. No matter what you think you would be SOOOO much better off without them. Dont you see you dont need them, they need you. I know I tell you this stuff all the time, but I wont stop. You deserve better. And when Owen and I move, your fucking coming with!!!
<3 I love you <3

xmandymoorex March 22 2005, 08:50:39 UTC

I know they need me, thats why i'm trying to help them. I hate just giving up on people, especially people who are my friends and who i love. Thanks. I should just move with you guys, lol. Thanks. I love you too. <3

__tearuh March 22 2005, 11:41:13 UTC

I'm really sorry Amanda; I hope everything gets better.

Call me if you ever need to talk.
<3

__tearuh March 22 2005, 15:28:43 UTC

Holy shit, don't you leave me for FLORIDA TOO.