I hate how things are now
Everything's so different and I don't exactly know how it happened
I miss how it used to be, so FUCKING much.
but I should stop dreaming, we know it'll never be the same =/ 

I miss you...

Why's shit gotta be like this? 
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Shit's falling apart like usual. I need to escape ( Read more... )

It's nice to have someone to talk to for once
cool shit.

This is FUCKING ridiculous. I'm not doing this shit again.

how things can go from good to fucked in 30 seconds is beyond me. I've got so much shit on my mind.
I can't handle living here anymore
its the same shit day in day out, I'm at my breaking point
the one thing going for me is work. and now that I have a job my mom is on my ass to pay her back for every fucking cent ive ever borrowed from her. so ( Read more... )

we both know this is crap. why are we so stupid? or playing stupid. what the fuck.

My life is on fucking repeat, clearly.
I just want to fucking blow up but what's the point.
Finally learning that whatever makes sense, you should do the opposite. apparently.

I've got to be the stupidest mother fucker on earth.