Oh man your entry definitely just made me cry. Welcome to my life. Work and school. And with summer, just work. Granted I AM going back home July 17-27.... it'll be the highlight of my year. I know people here, I mean a handful I guess, Nick, Alan, and girls I work with. But I dont hang out with them, and especially not Alan anymore. I dont do anything here, and I can't just go out and meet other people, I've tried and I fail at life. I miss MA. I mean it's ridiculously sad that I'm calling my vacation going back home. I live in CA now, CA is my home, and yet not. I miss everyone way too much and I'm way too fucking lonely out here. Sorry I'm being a drama queen on your LJ. I know, everyone wants to come out here, I'm oh so lucky... but yet not. Life is life wherever you live and thats all fine and dandy but without your friends nothing works. I miss you.. terribly. I wish I was back home and we could hang out whenever. I wish I could throw parties and be happy with everyone. But I can't and it wont be YEARS until I can again (I'm
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