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[xmeagx]

Just one of those days when I hate myself.

I can't fuction right now.

I want my daddy.

Where the hell is my mom? Oh, in Germany.

What the hell.

What is wrong with me?

I don't even fucking know why I'm depressed.

Comments

[x_toraneko]

:-( I'm sorry meagsey. your friends & boyfriend are always here for you. <3 <3

[sandraxboo]

Absolutely. *big hug*

[xxthaejexx]

I know this is irrelevent, but I like your icon. I took that picture.

And although I don't know what it's like to feel lonley in the family perspective, I do have a glimpse of it because my parents were never home last year. There were so many days where I didn't see them. But what kept me sane was talking on the phone to friends. The house never felt as empty when I did. But maybe that's just for me.

It's okay for you to feel this way. There is NOTHING wrong with the reason why you feel depressed. Grief comes in waves, it's normal and nothing is wrong with you. My aunt always has a few days where she's upset because she misses her husband. And the thing is, her husband died seven years ago. I don't think you really truly get over it, you just slowly learn to deal with it. So there's nothing wrong with you at all. Not even in the least bit.

And if you ever need someone to talk to, you know I would never mind lending an ear.

[x_dorkified]

Here's something that Ephram once said to Amy on Everwood (I'm not sure if you watch/ed):
"You know, after my mom died, everybody told me that I was gonna be ok. That, it would take a little time, but I would heal. Well, that didn't ever happen; not really anyway. . . What you're feeling right now Amy, it doesn't ever really go away -- not completely. It's not like, ya know, you're gonna go back to being the person you were before they died -- the person's gone. It's more like something inside of you breaks and your body finds a way to compensate for it. Like if you busted your right hand, you figure out how to use the left one. And sure, you might resist for awhile because you're pissed off that you have to learn all this stuff again that nobody else does. Eventually your body takes over and figures it out for you. And your glad. because if it was up to you. . . you'd look at your broken hand forever and try to figure out what it was like before."

I really hope you feel better Meag.

[relliferd]

aw meag i hope you feel better! if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to call me.

[falloutboy]

I know no one could ever understand how you really feel unless they've been through the same, but there is in no way anything wrong with you. I hope you feel better, too. :[