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xmegstersx

A Long Post From A Broken Heart

Dec 04, 2007 17:09

So today is Academic Review day here on campus and many students much like myself have spent the better part of the day studying their brains out.... Well then again maybe some people have just take a good old fashioned Mental Health day, I wish I could ( Read more... )

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the1tosurvive December 5 2007, 00:09:25 UTC

Mom, I love you. I know the all consuming college thing. I am struggling to make ends meet with Hope and a scholarship, I have no clue how I will survive when I transfer.
Growing up is hard, you know, you have done it more than me. But Meg, don't change who you are to please other people. I tried that, and it doesn't end well. If you are in love- be in love. Other people don't understnad, so they just think it isn't real. But if it's real, you know it.
You were blessed with knowing what you want to do with your life and a lot of college students don't have that and they don't like that they don't and you do- so they make you doubt that you do.
Stay strong. Break is almost here, and then the stress will let up a bit.

But most of all, know that I love you and miss you and am here if you ever want to talk. Its been too long.

xmegstersx December 5 2007, 02:16:38 UTC

I love you!! I just needed some one to tell me it would be alright I feel like everything is just weighing on my shoulders lately ya know.
And I didn't mean that to come off as changing for other people I meant that as more of walking on egg shells around people so my apartment is actually live able.
I know I am strong I was just having a moment where everything was hitting at once and every where I turned someone was yelling at me for something.
Thank you!!!!

andyisamonkey December 5 2007, 01:16:19 UTC

maybe you are depressed because you are listening to linkin park? country western always cheers me up. it reminds me there are people out there who have felt the same pain as me. maybe more.

at least you have someone though. i'm destined to be alone...

xmegstersx December 5 2007, 02:17:33 UTC

Ha Ha yea your probably right! Eric and I decided that you need to find a girlfriend so I can have a best friend and we can talk about our amazing boyfriends together!!
We should hang out some time!

andyisamonkey December 5 2007, 12:42:27 UTC

we should hang out soon! maybe you should find one of your friends for me. that way i don't have to find someone that is compatible with the both of us...

xmegstersx December 5 2007, 14:13:59 UTC

Ha Ha No you find someone who is compatible to you, I get along well with everyone... well everyone except one of my room mate but that's because she has to have everything her way and she doesn't wash her own dishes because her mom never made her wash dishes.
I come back to Lawrenceville December 21 but you and Eric are welcome to come up to Dahlonega to my apartment before that. My last final is Saturday.

heelsoverhead4u December 5 2007, 01:26:22 UTC

You are doing this to yourself. Life is crappy because...yea. Love is marvelous and Jesus made it that way so that we could experience it. Nobody said love or loving was wrong, regardless of age. No one can completely understand YOUR love, because it is yours, and love means something different to everyone. I cherish my relationship with Simon that God has willed so graciously, and I'm sure you feel the same way about yours. Know that I do support you in my heart, although it doesn't always show. I know that you want to get married with every fiber of your being, but sometimes it just seems every other word is about just that. As with other issues, when I rambled to you about the apartment everyday you, just the same, got tired of it. It is much the same thing. I just think that you could embrace much more than you are, you would be happier and enjoy life more if you let other things become more prevalent. Getting married can be your hearts desire, it can be your goal. It's just not here yet. Meanwhile, live! I'm not saying forget ( ... )

xmegstersx December 5 2007, 02:12:46 UTC

I really don't appreciate the comment about me bringing this all on myself because I really don't think that's true ( ... )

heelsoverhead4u December 5 2007, 02:41:22 UTC

I'm not talking about money. It will be okay, just try to not let it get to you so bad. I know you want to be here and there and with eric and whoever doing whatever... everyone would be somewhere else but college if they could. I didn't mean it so bluntly like its all your fault, I'm just saying, look up. Life isn't depressing!! If wanting to get married so bad is making you depressed, change your foucus for now. Like you always tell me lol we are in college to become what we want to be and become well rounded individuals. College isn't whats in your way, Its just whats happening right now and I know it sucks....it really sucks, but it doesn't have to be this sad and depressing monster. Is there something I can do to help it not be so bad?
I don't know about you, but I had a lot of fun last night. Those are some things I miss. Sitting around with girls and talking about anything under the sun and laughing like a bunch of idiots. It was nice.

It will be okay [hug].

xmegstersx December 5 2007, 02:44:52 UTC

Yea I loved last night but emily makes times like that really hard and a lot of the time when I come up to the apartment she's around. I am trying really hard to get along with her but I hate having to watch what I say you know. But she is not the personality to make changes to get along with my personality.
I joined Gamma Sigmma Sigmma because I love volunteering and it will give me the opportunity to branch out and meet new people and that is my attempt at embrace college. It's the only thing I know to do.
Thanks
Megan