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Aug 20, 2008 09:47

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My mind, it's clouded with many things. I feel as if I've been plunged by a knife many times, in the chest. The thoughts of how foolish and childish I was, and how it all was part of this. Somehow... I can somewhat trust more... then I could muster. Maybe I do need to see a doctor, Tch, what the hell am I talking about. I'm find. At least the crying stop. I can't help but so... vulnerable. What a useless tactic that was. The visions of their faces are no longer in my mind, it's gone.

Is it possible for people to concerned with my well-being enough to question my sanity and attempt to be my keeper?

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Can one truly trust a another, when betrayal was a painful impact on their lives?
Hn.
Seems like my mind has returned to normal. Being a Good Samaritan huh? Somehow, I'm sort of thankful
How unfortunate he isn't here, anymore. I suppose, I owe him an apology, allowing such things to happen.
Yes... though his scent leaves no trace, now. Tch'
I won't allow this to happen again... I'm not falling prey to such cowardice

{OOC:} She's sane again? she misses Kei... >> or conversing with him anyway. She wants to thank him too X_X but you know never going to admit that really...

frustrated, wants to forget, abandon past, abandon useless memories, doesn't want to be a lab rat, tired, deep thoughts, fearless, understanding, can see fine, malnosso, was beings stupid, he is right, the malnosso, freedom stolen, secretly misses, annoyed, betrayal, a human boy, trust, clipped wings, strange, darkness is welcoming, stubborn actions know no bounds

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