hello, i'm home, i'm tired, but good, i didn't make my doctor's appointment cause i overslept, cause of the time difference and jet lag i guess, and maybe all the fun time. i have no beard anymore, i want to say more, but i don't know what to say, but i'm tired, bye, .

just so everybody knows i'm here in san francisco doing great, having fun, time is different here wow. girls are pretty here. but they're pretty everywhere, but i guess different pretty is new pretty is different. well i'm here i'm safe and having fun, just in case you're wondering. i'll be back wednesday see you then if you want. bye.

well i'm almost gone for a few days, exciting. huerta! april! lifetime! san francisco ( Read more... )

tonight party/show at the lounge, should be fun. go.

if you're on myspace i made this. www.myspace.com/thegreatfantastic1 and www.myspace.com/thehellknights. second one is under construction, i'm adding songs and such.

i'm dizzy, my head feels really wied, i should nap, but i'm just wasting away online, and doing nothing constructive.

bye bye.

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everything comes together on itself, full circle, then you fart or something blah. didn't do anything yesterday but i really wanted to, nobody would answer the phone, and the one person who did wasn't in town. fart. i needed more. what. i need more. fuckin shut up now. god dammit, messy. hellknights on mp3 soon, you'll all hear and run, and not ( Read more... )

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i don't know what's wrong with me, i go to sleep early and wake up feeling worse than if i had stayed out all night. why is that? when i do go out the night before i feel the same. i have to stop treating my body so badly, i'm sure it'll treat me better if i do the same. february 1st i have a doctors appoitment, february 1st rabbit rabbit. february ( Read more... )

"it seems i spend my days now wrapped in veils of sleep. Caught in slumber's grasp, nowhere that i should be. i grew so goddamned tired of fighting against these chains. no sign of relief or payment for my pains. i know that i must try to break out of this cell i call my life, to go to sleep is just to hide away, i close my eyes so i won't see the ( Read more... )

it's not gonna go exactly how i would like it to, but that's fine, i'm fine with it, cause i'm happy, the shittyness is past, and i'm leaving it there. i'm not gonna let anything keep me down, it's almost impossible to not let things get you down, it's easy to be let down on different levels, but i refuse to stay down. i'm making it sound more ( Read more... )