Music of the night
Have you ever listened to a song and just stopped to listen to the lyrics and found...they fit your life...and it's not a happy song either...how does this stuff happen to me?...
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
crap...I'm not a goth...songs like this aren't supposed to make me feel...like...they're right...but they are...I've...become empty...I don't know what else I can say about it...I don't know if I can do what I have to to fix things this time...I really screwed the pooch...pardon my language. I never saw it before...Morality...it's...not what's right and wrong...not really...that's the thing I just haven't seen it's what's right and what's dumb...for example...and this is not an example from my life...morality says it's wrong to steal...wht they mean is...it's dumb to steal...you'll just get caught and get in trouble or if you succeed you'll just get cockier and cockier until it bites you big time when you're caught...some people can ignore this without it backlashing on them...I'm not one of those somebodies...everytime I do something that would make Jean shake her head in dismay at me it comes back and bites my ass...maybe that's teh real difference between good people and bad people...good people see that it's dumb...bad people either a) don't see it as dumb (like me) or b) see it as dumb but assume they can get away with it anyway...Maybe I should take time off from everything...do something...well...not really pertaining to either of my dreams but since both of my dreams are really just about elevating me above normal people either through knowledge or through wealth and fame...Of course...if I left school for a semester my scholarship would be gone and I could never go back...so...I stay in school...keep doing things that way...that's the smart way anyway...and...just...stop doing stupid things...
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
crap...I'm not a goth...songs like this aren't supposed to make me feel...like...they're right...but they are...I've...become empty...I don't know what else I can say about it...I don't know if I can do what I have to to fix things this time...I really screwed the pooch...pardon my language. I never saw it before...Morality...it's...not what's right and wrong...not really...that's the thing I just haven't seen it's what's right and what's dumb...for example...and this is not an example from my life...morality says it's wrong to steal...wht they mean is...it's dumb to steal...you'll just get caught and get in trouble or if you succeed you'll just get cockier and cockier until it bites you big time when you're caught...some people can ignore this without it backlashing on them...I'm not one of those somebodies...everytime I do something that would make Jean shake her head in dismay at me it comes back and bites my ass...maybe that's teh real difference between good people and bad people...good people see that it's dumb...bad people either a) don't see it as dumb (like me) or b) see it as dumb but assume they can get away with it anyway...Maybe I should take time off from everything...do something...well...not really pertaining to either of my dreams but since both of my dreams are really just about elevating me above normal people either through knowledge or through wealth and fame...Of course...if I left school for a semester my scholarship would be gone and I could never go back...so...I stay in school...keep doing things that way...that's the smart way anyway...and...just...stop doing stupid things...