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[xmoonstonex]

I know I've written this before, but I can't help but say it again.. but part of me still pretends that Grandmama is over there in Ottawa, her little house on Navaho, frantically picking up all the maple leaves that dare fall on her well-kept, green lawn

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[paraphrase_me]

:( you're making me tear up with this

[fadeintothewind]

it's really hard to lose anyone, especially someone you were so close to. don't measure your grief by other people, like you said, we all deal with things in our own ways. to compare one person's grief to another's makes no sense at all. happiness and pain are so relative, and knowing you and your relationship with her, i think it only makes sense that you still be grieving.

you are lucky to have had such an amazing person in your family to spend time with and look up to. it's hard to be forced or told to move on when you aren't quite ready.

if you are still coming to toronto, or if you will be in ottawa between june 24 and july 2nd, then i would really like to see you this summer. i hope you are doing well line.