xKentuckyduderx (12:18:15 AM): we are surrounded by sluts
I get to go on tour soon, and then all of this might be behind me at least until i get home. finals are hard. school is a bum out. girls are crappy. i just wish i didn't feel like this, and when i'm out of the state maybe i won't. this sucks. xxx
they told me that i am a social extrovert but that i process things internally. that whenever i have problems i have to solve them by myself, and that this can lead to isolation from my friends. that i push others away when i need them to be close.
...all the possibily and promise just weighs on me so heavily, and i try but i'm not convincing, your lips they pout and twist and, i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you....
this is going to be hard i think. but, with our without you, i'm not alone.
for my friends, new ones, old ones, roommates, bandmates, seattle and elsewhere for my family,mom, dad, katie, grandma, auntie rose, may she be in peace, gramma and granpa
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