Brittany has caused me more emotional pain then anyone in this world besides my father. She honestly doesnt give a flying fuck about the way i feel. She constanly is lieing to me...and is doing everything in her power to make me feel the worst i can possible feel. i honestly cannot believe the things she does to me...she says she loves me and cears ( Read more... )

This weekend went by pritty quick, umm..i didnt do i whole hell of alot, uhh my brother had his frist birthday party and i didnt really do anything other then sit in my room and play guitar. I watched the tool dvd and that was about it, well my life is boring and there is nothing to talk about so ima just get out of of here...~ta ta

The thought I died, in you I'll die forever
And to think I cried, for you I'll cry forever
I stoped to think, but found myself in you
I closed my eyes to blink, but didn't want to miss you
I cradle you in my arms, hoping to hold you forever
Then you let go, and I cry forever...

Loved and lost
And loved again
I'v Loved the pritty world
Thy shall not sin
I'v sinned
I'v cryed
I'v gone to hell
I loved
I died
But never found myself
And when i do, I'll die again
Because i lost love
For thats the end...

If you read my journal will you please comment becauase noone does (even if i dont know you) just do it...thanks
ta ta~

Well, here on valentines day i am definently not feeling the love. if saint Valentine was here i think we should al kick his ass...becuase this is a fucking stupid holiday (did we even have a school dance?) see its suposed to be this big day for everyone in love and our fucking gay ass, ignorant, peice of shit, inconciderate, overwelming sorry ( Read more... )

He had alot to say ( Read more... )

Music is what my entire life is. I love it more then anything. It is my everything...when you have a band move you and make you understand it makes life seem great. it makes life worth living..it can make your worst mood take a turn for the best...~it can make you take a gun and decide that there is know more time for you on this earth...not really ( Read more... )

Pain and suffering, lifes little whore for the world to fuck. lifeless time consuming ignorance. Can you decide for me whats best im my life, am i fit to decide yours? No, but let your painless life destract you from my flesh wounds you give to me everday. Im like nothing to everyone pass me up with out a care in the world...fucking school i hate ( Read more... )

Time to die and people cry and shit for brains and go insane...love your life as you love me FoReVeR