i dunno, just some thoughts, and my day

[xmudvaynefreakx]

well so far ive went to school, went to a funeral, ate some darvecets, and now im posting on here, not much fun, but it will be when these really start to hit me. now its time for another little section of joshes thoughts

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[psycholilfreak]

Josh-
Looky here..you are a great friend. No that feeling doesn't make you weird, but you shouldn't let emotionless drones make you feel so bad. Don't let the negative energy bottle up or it will break you. And you are my friend Josh..I like you, you're a cool kid with potential. Keep that in mind..you make yourself..prove these people wrong and better yourself. You have a good heart so just let people receive you the way they want..you can't change it so don't dwell on it. Everything will be okay in the end. Just thought I'd put my two cents in. Oh yeah Rob and I stopped by your house today to hang with you for a tad, but you weren't home..just thought I'd let you know..we made an attempt to hang out with you

yo

[bassdv8]

chill out man we stopped by today to smoke ww with you but you weren't home
peace out
FIND SOMETHING YOU LOVE/INTERESTED IN AND PURSUE DAMMIT. JUST GET OFF YOUR ASS AND FUCKING DO IT AND MAKE IT HAPPEN MAKE IT YOUR LIFE MAKE IT DRIP FROM YOUR MOUTH LIKE HONEY AND YOU WILL GET TO WHERE YOU WANT TO BE AND ALL THE HARDWORK WILL BE WORTH IT. START NOW.

not the way i meant it

[xmudvaynefreakx]

i didnt mean for that post or theive just been a lot of thinking latley and have come to the conclusion that im not sure on pretty much anything anymore, and i wasnt home because i had to go to a funeral yesterday, and rob if those posts insulted or offended you in any way, im sorry it wasnt meant to do that. i cant really explain what im going through right now cuz im not sure i just know that its very confusing for me. and the post i made for you and trisha asking if we were truley friends is because its something i needed to ask, because if you are kewl with me but im not a part of the group i dont want to try to be a part of it, but if we are truley friends then good, thats kewl. i just need you two to realize its something that just needed asked for my own personal information, n0ot to offend or insult you guys.