school was pretty boring today. It doesn't even seem like I saw tim that much. argh ( Read more... )

so anyways. today school was school. Tim looked super duper cute and I loved it :o* yay for grunge boys :oD haha, yeahh. I'm weird

I hate homework. Gym is pointless as of right now. The weather needs to be warmer :oP I love my friendsss. Old people park funny.

Well. There's been major drama lately. A lot of it dealing with Tim and I is my fault but I'm glad that we worked through it and that we're together :o) He's amazing and now that he will hopfully actually read this I can brag about how muchhh I lovee himmm and gettt repliesss frommm him. :o) He's so cute :o ( Read more... )

1. Total volume of music files on my computer: 2549 songs ( Read more... )

ok so. I adore my friends. They're all amazing. and I adore my boyfriend ( Read more... )

and I wonder what took me so long to see what was right underneath my nose ( Read more... )

( no good-bye's )

( I guess I just had to let stuff out? )

( random thoughts )

And so it happens again. The loneliest feelings come forth. The uselessness of my existance is over bearing. The thought that maybe someone could care has become yet again too much to ask for. And as I sit here with these tears forming I realize how slowly pathetic I've become through out my life. I've been lied to and back stabbed like any normal ( Read more... )