so last night i was feeling a need to write in my journal. i reached for the place where i keep my regular journal, drunken journal and dream journal. what do you know??? my regular and drunken journals are missing!! whoever took it is a fucking idiot. now i know someone was in my room. if it was my sister i hope you and your pathetic friends were ( Read more... )

my sister is at childrens right now because she has appendicitis. she has to stay overnight. they dont know when they will operate or when she'll be home. i guess they didnt have any surgeons on board to do it this afternoon/tonight...??? she'll be fine tho ( Read more... )

lately i havent been able to differentiate between whats real and illusion. i find myself forgetting if i have woken up yet or if i am still in my dream. i think i'd rather just escape to my dreams for now and know that everything isnt really happening, i'm just imagining it.

ive always felt like the ugly duckling surrounded by all my pretty friends. i have never felt like i fit in or understand how i became friends with these people. i dont care about looks, the shape of my eyebrows, how well my face photographs, or that i should probably weigh 10 pounds less. but its cool, thats why you have your priorities and i have ( Read more... )

in limmmbo: i kind of like ( Read more... )

all i want for my birthday is to get all my clothes back that i have lost or whatever bc i seriously have no clothes. a lot of the clothes i have lost i only wore like once, or never at all. so if you have seen my clothes and/or know where they are please kindly return them to me on my birthday on friday.

i think i'll have a good birthday this year. good thing it will be friday the 13th! on wednesday i'm gonna go out to dinner with some friends, i'm not sure where or anything yet but if you are my friend you are more than welcome to join, i would love it. on thursday night i'm gonna go dancing at glam with trisha, since its her birthday on the 11th ( Read more... )

* improve my spanish

* learn to play the piano again, but better than i used to

* get into Cal next year

i have been in a phase where i pretty much don't like going out to parties and i really havent been in the mood to drink for pretty much this whole school year, at least ever since kaitlynns birthday. there have been a few exceptions, such as mexico, christmas break, the cruise and one night over spring break. none of that really appeals to me at ( Read more... )

yesterday after calculus tammie came over and we were like weird, we're adults, we're 18. so we jumped on the trampoline that fiddled on the piano for a bit. she came back over after i got off work. we caused some havoc on myspace. hahhahaha. we were just having a bit of fun tho! all innocent, i promise. after ric and jenna got out of school they ( Read more... )