昴 / Subaru (Royz) - Blog entry, 2014.03.16
First of all, thank you, Kyoto! // お疲れ様
Ever since I can remember, you've always supported me, Kyoto.
I'm not saying too much if I say, ever since the person called Subaru was made.
Nursery school, primary school, high school, working.
When I was impatient, not being able to fulfill my dream.
And now, finally fulfilling it, it all started at this place.
I realize now, it's always "dream, dream, dream".
But it's just so amazingly fun seeing that dream, I can't help it.
I came back from school, worked part time that day, it was before the performance of MUSE.
Just seeing the signs of that Visual Kei band's performance that day made super nervous.
I didn't have the courage to actually go in, so it's just guesses. // So he didn't attent the concert, he's just talking about the band itself?
They were all so cool, the stage and guest seats were glittering, it was really amazing!
I still think I want to be like that.
But I actually don't really know what it was that made me start. // (the band and that love for VK)
I didn't decide on making music nor was there any influence at all.
It was more that I hid the fact that I liked Visual Kei.
It's impossible, it surely must be impossible,
I tried to relieve myself.
I don't copy things I'm just not interested in. // Like trying out something = copy, I guess
However, only this...
Only this dream...
I don't understand it myself, but
I absolutely didn't want to give it up.
A lot of things happened.
I met the other members.
I rushed out of my hometown to earnestly start Royz.
We all had a lot, a lot of differences, but
I absoutely loved it. // or: it gave me love
My parents raised me giving me so much love,
and I really liked it, I was happy, but I threw it all away
so my dream could become true.
This disctrict gave me the starting point. // Kyoto
In this district I saw my dream.
With MUSE I painted my dream. // Like giving the dream a shape
I can't believe we got a sold-out one-man live performance.
I'm nothing but thankful.
I want to show it to that me from the earlier days. // The one he described above
I'm sure that also in your lives there are several opportunities. // The reader's live or a person's in general
I think, there is nothing like right or wrong.
After all, when you can become something you want to with all your heart, isn't it the path of happiness for you then?
For example, if you want to be known as something for someone, something that's important to you, that is your dream.
Maybe you don't believe in that.
But I think, we (Royz) want to become the living proof of that.
I think we seriously want to reach places like Tokyo Dome or Budoukan, bigger and bigger places.
I'm being serious.
With these words, I'm seriously being serious.
Regarding the thing I want to reach, it might be extremely hard and unreasonable. (laugh)
I'm sorry for wanting something so unreachable.
I'm glad to have met everyone.
The guys I have met until now, and the ones I will meet in the future.
There's still so much I want to do with you all.
I was so happy during this one-man live performance, it made me remember all those feelings of that time.
Thank you so much!!
When I get the photo, I will post it again ♪
In order to fulfil my dream, I will have to do my best.
Today, I reflected so much upon myself, I really don't want to lay it all out in detail.
But, by all means, I'll give my best.
I will now end my talk about dreams, it must be getting boring.
From now on also, I will just do the things I like with the guys I like with death in mind and with high spirits! // with death in mind could be like "living every day to it's fullest"
Kyoto, thank you!!