just tired and cranky i guess. lonely. bored. really tired. kind-a hungry. still lonely. lonely and bored. and tired. and hungry. and still lonely. ugh pathetic

blowing my mind. feelings that i haven't had in so long. someone to talk to at all times. spring break is suppose to be joyious but it saddens me just cuz i wont be talking to u as much over break. scary how things go around in full circle. $-p miss u Boony cupcake

I can't get over u. I try. and i know seeing you would just make it worse to me cuz i know i can't have u. I could never have u. I don't like that. even when i can look at something u say or write in an away message or an action u did and it can be innocent enough yet my mind spins amazing stories that just hurt myself. I know your out ( Read more... )

so it's like 3:30am and i got a 10am class. everyone else is sleeping and i'm sitting here wondering. a world full of questions. a nightmare full of answers. "so why does it feel like the sun has just burned out. and why does it feel like everyone is just waiting for us to just crumple and just break down." made a third journal. so now i ( Read more... )

tired of ppl talking shit. fuck u guys ( Read more... )

have so much i want to write but not wanting to write it ( Read more... )

is there any girl out there even slightly worth it? so far i haven't found any deserving of me. yes u heard right. deserving of ME. it's pitiful.

err first "break down" of the semester. gonna fall apart

haven't wrote in a while and i'm drinkin and in the mood to say stuff to someone but it would be mean so i'm holding it in. thinkin of maybe posting it here. wanted to talk to someone about it but they aren't on and i don't think i can say it to anyone else (no one knows the story or anything). errrrrr women just piss me off so much. they don' ( Read more... )

Where does the pain go? The screams? The wails for Mercy ( Read more... )

turned away from several people. mind altering experience with two specific girls. and surprisingly i know they are probabyl being like wtf but without them saying it to me i'll never know and therefore not care. i'm proud of myself. for once i'm not letting girls i cared about put me down. and i started meditating again. i started a few ( Read more... )