wow i just threw up. funny how all i think about is michelle's blue eyes and that she is asleep. had to fix this for gramatical errors a lot. urgh just was getting off her. i need to still get off her. poof. it's weird being drunk i also think of heather so much. both people that don't care for me as much as i do for them. wierd i should ( Read more... )

i had a good time to night. i can't sleep right now, hiccups, so i'm writting in here. i lost my cell. i need to be up at 7:15 to drive home at 8am. its 5:37 am. i think there is a lot of people michelle, and alysia specifically. that i have seen that i think are so cute that i mean nothing too. michelle, alysia, fordham, so many. i was ( Read more... )

i guess saying that my only criteria is to want a pure girl is setting myself for a false goal. no girl is pure and the only one i ever knew makes me feel the worst.

who is jess novak? hmmmm i wonder. anyone know? enlighten me

"magical foo mask."
"splinter is like the karate kid wax on guy."
"shredder is like the whole copy of star wars thing with dark vader. they both had masks,. and they were the same."

zaireeka

i'll explain later when i have more time. just don't want to forget the spelling

there is so much more to me i'm hiding.

this is the stuff i am willing to say (since i was thinkin about it) but forgot to mention in the last one. no it's not the things i refuse to say just a few things i've been thinkin about in the last 2 hours ( Read more... )

i never know what to put in here anymore. it's like i have so much to say but nothing i want people to hear. i just don't know with some people. they make me wonder a lot what is going on. sometimes i wonder about myself. what am i to do. where am i to go. hmmmm i'll keep my main thoughts for my other journal.

new journal wow haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )