so i have money now. but starting the 25th i will be working one day a week. someone please tell me how thats going to work out??

but for now, i'm having fun. i missed my friends. and this one boy. right now, my life is near perfect.

Im excited for school, weird right? I just want to be done so i can get a real job with real money.

but everyone deserves a second chance. I deserve to be happy. and this is what i want. its my life, my decision. Don't judge me, please.

give it time. ill show you it was the right thing. at least for me.

Miami! Cruise!

Wishful thinking...

Miss you already.

Hey Josh. Heres an update ( Read more... )

apparently i messed up again. im sorry

so im sitting here upset and not feeling good, listening to music and am going to write exactly what comes into my head ( Read more... )

today i feel like i can't win.

why me? don't judge me. please. i can't handle that. i'm fragile.

just survived a tornado. no joke. near death experience. ill write more about it later when im not so shaken up.

at least there are nice people who work at gas stations in monee. they were cracking my shit up.

i love my boyfriend. hes perfect. i know we may fight alot about stupid things, but its just because we both get jealous. and i know people think we dont know alot about eachother and we never talk, but he knows more about me than some people i've known my whole life. This is the best relationship i have ever been in and i dont want people ( Read more... )

im sorry i can't be there for you when i know you need me most. my heart is hurting with yours. you deserve better, much better. he's "just another check mark on your list of things you'll regret." you are better than anything he ever deserves. if he kept you hanging on this long we'll just call him ron, a big jerk. believe me, you dont want ( Read more... )