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May 29, 2007 16:42

It may all be over. This may be the fast start of a slow downfall for me. I know I'm failing. I've been told. Although my expression may hide the fact I absorb what people say I do actually listen. I know what I'm doing with my present and future isn't right, but I suppose it is what it is ( Read more... )

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captainyogurt May 29 2007, 22:39:55 UTC

maybe it's hard to feel motivated if things don't seem _that_ bad, I can understand that (whether or not that's the case).

But in 5, 10 , 15 years not having a high school diploma (I don't know what your situation is) is going to be a pretty large setback when you compete with others to get jobs to pay for your food, housing, insurance, everything.

I read somewhere that drug dealers have, when everything is considered, a pretty poor level of income. Maybe your hands are on the money instead of it being in the bank, but a consistent job is going to do a lot more for your security if you ever considered it.

addicted2words May 30 2007, 03:36:57 UTC

You can only fall so many times before you hit the bottom. You're much too good to become another Vanessa or Pete.

skitslicker June 6 2007, 15:27:53 UTC

its creepy that you talk about vanessa on the internet

I dont think her knowledge of your existence exceeds you looking like an extra in the game "Donkey Kong"

leave the names outta them monkey lips, babe.

addicted2words June 7 2007, 05:29:03 UTC

Oh I'm sorry. I was simply refferring to you as an example, not as someone I want to know (or even pretend I converse with). Don't think I meant that comment to be flattering on any level to either of you.

skitslicker June 7 2007, 15:34:36 UTC

that was on my ( charles malcom leslie freezes ) lj account

anymore lj wars under this name should be taken to like myspace or something cause this journal is only for outta town psychos and me to converse about things that wouldnt interest any of you psychos

hit up petes myspace or something

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poop_man May 30 2007, 05:52:03 UTC

Your smart dood get your shit together man.

anonymous June 5 2007, 05:58:33 UTC

I actually sympathize with you a lot. No one else can really make you motivated or happy but yourself. I am in very little position to give advice, but I think I am gradually pulling myself out of my slump. It seemed to me that the first step was to have something that I actually wanted. The second step was to figure out what I had to do to get it. That was pretty much all it took. If you get the chance to, in between our busy lives, just take a couple moments to think about what you really want. Don't be surprised or upset if you cant figure it out the first time, but it doesn't even have to be a big life changing thing. It could be something as simple as 'tonight i want to have fun and not have to rely on anything but myself and my friends to have a good time' and that may serve as sufficient enough motivation to figure out something that takes some work, and that is pretty much all you need to get started. I know you cant really give people short cuts, but all I know is, is that kind of thing really helped me. Hopefully ( ... )