well right about now i really dont know what to do.i just feel like giving up.i ask myself what the fuk did i do to deserve this shit?its just a hurting feeling i cant handle.so many years of freindship are going down the drain,or atleast thats how it feels.i feel that i didnt deserve everything i had , everything i had is all leaving me.but why ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAHAR!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU VERY VEYR VEYR VERY VEYR VEYR MUCH.MUAHH.

althouhg ther may be times that it sems like i dont just know that i really do.and i love u soo much and ill never forget u.u will always be in my heart wether your with me every day or not.i love u

lol this is my 3 time updating in like less than 10 min.but i took this test and i found out how to put it on my live journal.lol.ok so check it out.and u should take it too who ever u are

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hey well i havent updated for a while now.well my weekend was preety cool.on saturday my cousin came over and he went with my brother up to the mountins to ride thier babies(aka dirt bikes).well i didnt go cuz i had gone to the market with my bro hector and they had left already so i stayed home.then i cleaned my pool and got in then my cousin got ( Read more... )

well yesturday i was preety buzzed i was chillin at home and i was with my family and i went in the pool and made some food.i just wanted to say sorry to the homie javi that i did some prety dumb shit last night and i feel wierd about saying all of that.well today i went to my cousins house and i was chillin with all of my little cousins.well right ( Read more... )

well today croina left to hawaii she just left today and im already missing her.mann well today my familia came over and were all chillin here at home.got in my pool today and now im freezing.i kicked my cousins ass then he kicked mine.well i havent talked to some of my homies for a while now and so i need to call them.corina called me in the ( Read more... )

well my week has beeen preety cool.ive just been chillin here at home.well i was supposed to go shopping yesturday but my mom wanted to take me to go see some halls for my 15,i really dont know why its too early.well yesturday it was BENKS birthday i was gonna go say happy birthday and crap but he wasnt home(like always).so well im getting ready ( Read more... )

well yesturday i got a new comp so now i dont get as pissed off.well lately ive been feeling that im changing alot and i dont know if my homies will accept me for who ive changed into,but i tell myself if thier really the homies they wouldnt care.well right now im just waiting for school to come.i start in 2 weeks mann i have a lot to do.shit. ( Read more... )

hey. well today was a knida fun then boring ,cuz me and corina didnt really do anyhting.yesturday we chilled at home made a fire and smores.then thought about tightening my pants.well im preety excited cuz im gonna tighten my pants today.kinda did part of it already.i dont know how im gonna feel in them so well see wat happens.well im gonna go and ( Read more... )