I can hear you in a whisper but you can't hear me screaming.
Today was thoroughly confusing. For the first half of the day, I wanted to die. Then things got slightly better. Then I came home and slept and wanted to die again.
Lame-Stupid-Random Survey
Created by blairie and taken 6217 times on bzoink!
BasicsName:CatBirthplace:In a little dark place.Birthdate:12/26Current City of Residence:City of Dis.Family Members:Parents. Need I go on?FavoritesColor:BlackBeverage:It changes...Movie:Queen Of The DamnedMusical:Phanton Of The OperaBoard Game:Morgan's kisha board.Computer Game:nada.Game to Roleplay:Oh. man.Animal:Cats, ravens, or serpents.Sport:Prostitution.Book:The Blood CountessA Day In The Life..School:Providence. Whoo.Typical Mood:Depressed. Bitter. Cynical. Crappy. Any questions?Usually Found?:In my room.Collects:Vampyric literature.Have You EverBeen kissed:Once again, Truth-or-Dare does wonders.Done drugs:No.Eaten an entire box of OreosNo.Eaten sushi:Yes.Been on stage:Yes.Been in a car accident:Yes.This or ThatCold or Hot:ColdBlue or Red:RedRain or Snow:RainWool or Cotton:Cotton! As you learned from the field trip, cotton is very important! ::Matt flashes everyone::Private or Public School:Public?Chocolate or Plain Milk:PlainCelsius or Farenheit:Whatever.Spring or Fall:FallScience or History:ScienceMath or English:English"Love Life"Do you like somebody?:Yes.Do they know?:Yes.Do you want them?:Yes.Are they hot?:Yes. (That was a lame batch of questions...)RandomWho do you e-mail the most?Lawrence Toppman. 'Cuz he's the coolest boss ever.Who do you IM the most?Christy, Morgan, or Justin. I'm hardly ever on.Who are you talking to now?:The Ghost of Egghead.Are you currently in love?:I hope you die.Is this survey lame?:Of course.Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) :...In 24 hours have you......Showered?:..yeah?...Had a serious talk?:Somewhat....Hugged someone?:Yes....Gotten along with your parents?:Mildly....Fought with a friend?:No....Done something kind for someone?If I did, I blocked it out.Do You Like To...Give hugs?:Sometimes...not really...Give back rubs?:Uh, no.Take walks in the rain?:Yes.Cook?:Occasionally.Eat?:I guess...Sleep?:HELLA.Who..?..Knows you the best?:Christy??..Have you known the longest?:Kavita or Katy..Do you know the most about?:Krystle. How sad...Do you consider your friend?:The people who I talk to without giving them really evil looks/ignoring them...Is most likely to end up in jail?:Lin..Can you go to with your problems?:Christy..Do you want to get to know better?:...what are we talking about??..Do you spend the most time with?:Dani!Have You.....Been to a concert?:No. Damn...Loved someone so much it made you cry?:Duh...Cheated on a test?:Yes...Ever stalked someone?:Ha, yep...Done something you regret?:NO SHIT...Been in an online relationship?:Yes.Random QuestionsSingle or Hooked?:Stuck in the middle...What is your worst habit?:Stuff.Scariest moment?:When I tried to live.Do you swear too much?:Probably.How do you feel about homosexuality?:It's there.Where are you right now?:My house. Oh man!Are you sitting by anyone?:No.What song are you listening to?:Forsaken.What is the last thing you said?:"aaaah!"What's on your mousepad?:Haha, I'm on my dad's computer, and the mousepad is some picture I drew in like, 3rd grade.What are the last four digits of your phone number?:1756.What was the last thing you ate?:Spaghetti.If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:Black. How many buddies do you have on your list?:Like...6?What's the weather like right now?:Dark.What do you feel like doing?:Dying.What is your favorite quote?:It is better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not.
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Everything About You Survey
Created by Crimsontear and taken 6531 times on bzoink!
Personal InformationFirst Name//CatAge//14Gender//FemaleNickname(s)//Cat (doh), "Scary one", "Sinful one", Elizabeth Bathory (thank you, Krystle), etc.Hair Color//BlackHair Style//Really fuckedEye Color//BlueWhat is your favoriteColor//BlackGame//TarotSong//I have too many.Music Video//So Glad For The MadnessAnimal//The magic owl. (Psht, don't ask.)Sport//Running around with a blanket over my head.Country//England. Or Hungary.Movie//Queen Of The Damned. From Hell. Underworld. The Matrix. The Nightmare Before Christmas. I'M NEVER ANSWERING THIS QUESTION AGAIN.Food//Potatoes. Whoosh!FriendsBest//Don't have one.Funniest//I could never decide.Coolest//Oh, come on.Sweetest//Kaitlin, in a weird way.Kindest//The godly Megan?Annoyingest//No idea.Dullest//I don't regard any of my friends as dull.Stupidest//There's a funny stupid (*cough Morgan cough*), and there's the truly stupid...Most Intelligent//Steven?Athletic//BenRelationshipsBoy(Girl)friend//I'm at an impasse'...Are you in love right now//Go away.Do you have a crush//Yes.Do you have a stalker//Uh...?Do you miss someone right now//Yes.What do you doAt school//Hope to die.At home//Try to die.Outside//Lay in the ground.When you first wake up//Fall over.What _____do you hateFood//Meatloaf. ::shudder::Color//Yellow. And lilac.Hair color//They can all be cool.Tv show//All reality shows.Clothing style//Gangsta.Movie//There's too many.Emotions Right NowAre You Happy Right Now//No.Sad//Yes.Grumpy//To a degree.Annoyed//Yes.Angry//Yes.Sick//At heart.Lonely//Yes.Bored//Not really.Have you everMade your own religion//Yes, with Jonathan. All hail Jesus (Hay-Seuss) the banana!Written backwards//At some point.Written your own magazine//No.Drawn art//I've attempted to.Got angry with a game//I'm sure.Played Lacrosse//I was forced...Broken a bone//No.Dyed your hair//Duh.Put in contacts for no reason//No.Swam alone//Uh...I guess?Things that come to mind when you read...Intelligentence//The stupidity of the person who typed the word "intelligentence"...Stupidity//School.Depress//Me.Blood//Yum.Blue//::sings:: Emoootions!!Gray//The same.Sword//Steven.Golf//My dad.Soccer//Annoying 3rd graders.Yellow//Aaah.Socks//Where'd they go?...Ribbon//Preps.Random QuestionsPlay Sports, if so, what ones//No.Have a lot of friends//No.Write good//I try.Eat a lot//No...?Like the day Friday//Sure.Like the month December//Yes.Do you(or are you)(DY)Give good advice//Probably not.(DY)Talk crap//Sure.(DY)Play a lot of games//Mind games, yes.(DY)Wear hats//Not a lot.(DY)Like to be outside//Occasionally.(AY) Always mad//Pretty much.(AY) Always happy//Never.(AY) A good friend//Probably not.This or that (Last questions)Night or day//NightSnow or Rain//RainStars or the Moon//MoonOcean or Pool//OceanBoat or Plane//BOAT!Books or Magazines//BooksYu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//I was such a Pokemon child.Blonde or Black Hair//BlackGreen or Blue Eyes//BluePants or Shorts//PantsPop or Rock//RockPunk or Emo//If I had to pick, Emo.Tatoos or Piercings//PiercingsNecklace or Ring//RingClouds or No Clouds//CloudsArt or Literature//LiteratureJeans or Baggy Pants//NeitherSinging or Dancing//SingingMarch or May//March?..Halloween or Christmas//HalloweenCoke or Pepsi//CokeHug or Kiss//Kiss
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...And fun was had by all.
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him,
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend,
And does he notice
My feelings for him?
And will he see
How much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud,
Try as I may, it doesn't last,
And will we ever
End up together?
No, I think not
It's never to become,
For I am not the one.
- Sally's Song, The Nightmare Before Christmas"
Lame-Stupid-Random Survey
Created by blairie and taken 6217 times on bzoink!
BasicsName:CatBirthplace:In a little dark place.Birthdate:12/26Current City of Residence:City of Dis.Family Members:Parents. Need I go on?FavoritesColor:BlackBeverage:It changes...Movie:Queen Of The DamnedMusical:Phanton Of The OperaBoard Game:Morgan's kisha board.Computer Game:nada.Game to Roleplay:Oh. man.Animal:Cats, ravens, or serpents.Sport:Prostitution.Book:The Blood CountessA Day In The Life..School:Providence. Whoo.Typical Mood:Depressed. Bitter. Cynical. Crappy. Any questions?Usually Found?:In my room.Collects:Vampyric literature.Have You EverBeen kissed:Once again, Truth-or-Dare does wonders.Done drugs:No.Eaten an entire box of OreosNo.Eaten sushi:Yes.Been on stage:Yes.Been in a car accident:Yes.This or ThatCold or Hot:ColdBlue or Red:RedRain or Snow:RainWool or Cotton:Cotton! As you learned from the field trip, cotton is very important! ::Matt flashes everyone::Private or Public School:Public?Chocolate or Plain Milk:PlainCelsius or Farenheit:Whatever.Spring or Fall:FallScience or History:ScienceMath or English:English"Love Life"Do you like somebody?:Yes.Do they know?:Yes.Do you want them?:Yes.Are they hot?:Yes. (That was a lame batch of questions...)RandomWho do you e-mail the most?Lawrence Toppman. 'Cuz he's the coolest boss ever.Who do you IM the most?Christy, Morgan, or Justin. I'm hardly ever on.Who are you talking to now?:The Ghost of Egghead.Are you currently in love?:I hope you die.Is this survey lame?:Of course.Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) :...In 24 hours have you......Showered?:..yeah?...Had a serious talk?:Somewhat....Hugged someone?:Yes....Gotten along with your parents?:Mildly....Fought with a friend?:No....Done something kind for someone?If I did, I blocked it out.Do You Like To...Give hugs?:Sometimes...not really...Give back rubs?:Uh, no.Take walks in the rain?:Yes.Cook?:Occasionally.Eat?:I guess...Sleep?:HELLA.Who..?..Knows you the best?:Christy??..Have you known the longest?:Kavita or Katy..Do you know the most about?:Krystle. How sad...Do you consider your friend?:The people who I talk to without giving them really evil looks/ignoring them...Is most likely to end up in jail?:Lin..Can you go to with your problems?:Christy..Do you want to get to know better?:...what are we talking about??..Do you spend the most time with?:Dani!Have You.....Been to a concert?:No. Damn...Loved someone so much it made you cry?:Duh...Cheated on a test?:Yes...Ever stalked someone?:Ha, yep...Done something you regret?:NO SHIT...Been in an online relationship?:Yes.Random QuestionsSingle or Hooked?:Stuck in the middle...What is your worst habit?:Stuff.Scariest moment?:When I tried to live.Do you swear too much?:Probably.How do you feel about homosexuality?:It's there.Where are you right now?:My house. Oh man!Are you sitting by anyone?:No.What song are you listening to?:Forsaken.What is the last thing you said?:"aaaah!"What's on your mousepad?:Haha, I'm on my dad's computer, and the mousepad is some picture I drew in like, 3rd grade.What are the last four digits of your phone number?:1756.What was the last thing you ate?:Spaghetti.If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:Black. How many buddies do you have on your list?:Like...6?What's the weather like right now?:Dark.What do you feel like doing?:Dying.What is your favorite quote?:It is better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not.
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Everything About You Survey
Created by Crimsontear and taken 6531 times on bzoink!
Personal InformationFirst Name//CatAge//14Gender//FemaleNickname(s)//Cat (doh), "Scary one", "Sinful one", Elizabeth Bathory (thank you, Krystle), etc.Hair Color//BlackHair Style//Really fuckedEye Color//BlueWhat is your favoriteColor//BlackGame//TarotSong//I have too many.Music Video//So Glad For The MadnessAnimal//The magic owl. (Psht, don't ask.)Sport//Running around with a blanket over my head.Country//England. Or Hungary.Movie//Queen Of The Damned. From Hell. Underworld. The Matrix. The Nightmare Before Christmas. I'M NEVER ANSWERING THIS QUESTION AGAIN.Food//Potatoes. Whoosh!FriendsBest//Don't have one.Funniest//I could never decide.Coolest//Oh, come on.Sweetest//Kaitlin, in a weird way.Kindest//The godly Megan?Annoyingest//No idea.Dullest//I don't regard any of my friends as dull.Stupidest//There's a funny stupid (*cough Morgan cough*), and there's the truly stupid...Most Intelligent//Steven?Athletic//BenRelationshipsBoy(Girl)friend//I'm at an impasse'...Are you in love right now//Go away.Do you have a crush//Yes.Do you have a stalker//Uh...?Do you miss someone right now//Yes.What do you doAt school//Hope to die.At home//Try to die.Outside//Lay in the ground.When you first wake up//Fall over.What _____do you hateFood//Meatloaf. ::shudder::Color//Yellow. And lilac.Hair color//They can all be cool.Tv show//All reality shows.Clothing style//Gangsta.Movie//There's too many.Emotions Right NowAre You Happy Right Now//No.Sad//Yes.Grumpy//To a degree.Annoyed//Yes.Angry//Yes.Sick//At heart.Lonely//Yes.Bored//Not really.Have you everMade your own religion//Yes, with Jonathan. All hail Jesus (Hay-Seuss) the banana!Written backwards//At some point.Written your own magazine//No.Drawn art//I've attempted to.Got angry with a game//I'm sure.Played Lacrosse//I was forced...Broken a bone//No.Dyed your hair//Duh.Put in contacts for no reason//No.Swam alone//Uh...I guess?Things that come to mind when you read...Intelligentence//The stupidity of the person who typed the word "intelligentence"...Stupidity//School.Depress//Me.Blood//Yum.Blue//::sings:: Emoootions!!Gray//The same.Sword//Steven.Golf//My dad.Soccer//Annoying 3rd graders.Yellow//Aaah.Socks//Where'd they go?...Ribbon//Preps.Random QuestionsPlay Sports, if so, what ones//No.Have a lot of friends//No.Write good//I try.Eat a lot//No...?Like the day Friday//Sure.Like the month December//Yes.Do you(or are you)(DY)Give good advice//Probably not.(DY)Talk crap//Sure.(DY)Play a lot of games//Mind games, yes.(DY)Wear hats//Not a lot.(DY)Like to be outside//Occasionally.(AY) Always mad//Pretty much.(AY) Always happy//Never.(AY) A good friend//Probably not.This or that (Last questions)Night or day//NightSnow or Rain//RainStars or the Moon//MoonOcean or Pool//OceanBoat or Plane//BOAT!Books or Magazines//BooksYu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//I was such a Pokemon child.Blonde or Black Hair//BlackGreen or Blue Eyes//BluePants or Shorts//PantsPop or Rock//RockPunk or Emo//If I had to pick, Emo.Tatoos or Piercings//PiercingsNecklace or Ring//RingClouds or No Clouds//CloudsArt or Literature//LiteratureJeans or Baggy Pants//NeitherSinging or Dancing//SingingMarch or May//March?..Halloween or Christmas//HalloweenCoke or Pepsi//CokeHug or Kiss//Kiss
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...And fun was had by all.
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him,
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend,
And does he notice
My feelings for him?
And will he see
How much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud,
Try as I may, it doesn't last,
And will we ever
End up together?
No, I think not
It's never to become,
For I am not the one.
- Sally's Song, The Nightmare Before Christmas"