i want to say soo much has happened since i update last.. but it hasnt.. skewl is fucked.. they took my lap top away and i cant get it back.. and now is the time where i want to turn every thing in and get credits n shit!! FUUUCK THEM. so yeah prom is next weekend and i dont have a dress or anything.. that makes me sad.. jason isnt here for once.. ( Read more... )

Okay.. so this weekend was alrite i guess untill saturday nite.. so yeah sat i went to noras and me her and randy went to picnic day and kicked it and walked around for hours.. and then we met up with gary and daniel and passed out more fliers.. and then we kicked it and then randy left and we met up with jen and steven! and we sat and hung out for ( Read more... )

Name: Jessie Marie ( Read more... )

I ____ Jessie ( Read more... )

alrite so this whole week has been fucked up.. like i dont not.. i been hella sick like. i dont no.. well wednesday was alrite.. i got pretty fucked up and stayed home and then like i remember like half of the day and the other half was blacked out.. fuck if i know.. damn and today i felt like shit so i might go to skewl later.. gah jasons been ( Read more... )

I hate how i cant trust him. I hate how he lies and breaks promises. I hate being mad at him. I hate feeling like this and not being able to turn to a razor or a bottle and a container of pain killers. I hate this feeling that my love for him is just going to waste. I hate how i cant truly tell if what hes tellin me is true ( Read more... )

So all of spring break i didnt do anything well cept have nora randy shane and kara come over for like 4 hours.. and then on the day i really could do anything cassie couldnt.. gah so then me and jason put hella money together and got shit and then we went to nevada/tahoe all weekend.. it was hella fun! i have sum cute pics we took that i will ( Read more... )

Alrite so spring break has offcially started and im fuckin hella happy about that but eh... i have some fuckin feeling its going to fail soooo bad!! i have all these plans n i hope they dont fall through! but yeah so yesterday was good ish so yeah i went to skewl (most all of my classes) so i left early and went home n watched my brother n then ( Read more... )

i havent gone to skewl in 2 days.. yesterday i was too out of it to think and i just layed around.. and then today i was having major issues with jason like he came over in the morning cuz i didnt feel good so he was going to sit with me for a bit and then walk me to skewl and then i decided not too go cuz i was feeling soo werid. but the whole ( Read more... )

Today fuckin majorly failed and i wanna cry! so yeah i after skewl i met up with jason and we went to his house to get money n shit and then fuckin we go back to my house and i go in and my mom starts yelling at me so i finnally ask her if i can go tonite to the dance n shit and then her and my dad leave..! yeah WTF! so i was sposed to go meet up ( Read more... )