so we talked on the phone today..i could feel the tension..it was weird..we just talked again and she didnt say she missed me..she just said that she might stay another day and the tone in her voice i could tell something was wrong..maybe im paranoid , maybe im crazy..maybe i just want assurance..i think there might be another guy again..if there ( Read more... )

i got more work on my chest piece..i got the wings shaded in and the wings shaded in .. it looks really good..robin is mad at me so im not goin to call her and bother her til she gets back..i dont need to fuck things up..im just gonna mellow down..shes havin a good time and i dont ruin it or ruin anything that we have..keith met a nice girl last ( Read more... )

robin is in new orleans and shes not answering her phone..she said she was goin out to dinner with people from her work ..that was 5 hours ago..how long does dinner take? with drinks and socializing about 3 hours ..its 10 o clock here..meaning its roughly 1 am there..is she hurt..is she dead..is she cheating on me..i dont know what to think .. she ( Read more... )

robin is in new orleans til sunday :(
im stayin home with the dog in the city..i need to walk her and goto bed .. i left work early today cause i was sick..bah..hurry and come home robinuntil then ill just sit by the phone like a high school girl

today was awesome.. this morning we went running .. ran to castro st and had some ice cream .. then we took quinnie home and went to this place and ate soul food .. finally a place in CA that has grits .. so stoked.. then i bought a new fred perry track jacket a new fred perry bag a new fred perry wool jacket and a fred perry polo .. i also got a ( Read more... )

im back with robin..we spent new years together and watched fireworks from her bedroom window.. things couldnt have been more perfect..its almost like something out of a story book..ive never met someone that makes me so happy to be around.. my good friend phatz told me that its a girls imperfections that i think are perfect that make her perfect ( Read more... )

random..keith and i go down to haight st and robin called me..we hung out..right away we get into a petty arguement..nothing more then a misunderstanding..then things drastically change..we had an amazing time together..we had a bite to eat we shopped..seriously i didnt want the day to end..when we dropped her off she seemed really happy and she ( Read more... )

my knee is still outta whack..i went to the hemlock tavern and got pretty rowdy..i hung out with chris cornell..we had good conversations..he lives in oakland and gave me his number and wants to start a band...stoked..hung out with shauntay and met her friends..it was awesome..that place is good times..i stayed the night with a young lady named ( Read more... )

so things did go sour with robin..she wants the other dude..she called me today..she thanked me for giving her space..it was the first time since xmas day since i had talked to her..thats the longest we've gone since we've known each other..i hung out with elisse in sacto today .. we had lunch..it went well..i bought some new threads from Express ( Read more... )

robin called me..im hoppin on BART an hour to meet her in Richmond and we are gonna ride the BART together..she sounded really happy to hear from me. im nervous though..ive been awake since 6am..keith is still asleep..i talked to my dad and my step mom and my lil brother today. it really made me sad.. i almost started crying but i dont want my ( Read more... )