im done. everythning is a mess and im so sick of trying. its all over.

for a little bit i was allowed to hang out this weekend. i guess i better not push my moms buttons. yesterday they grounded me for using aol. my dad took it from me like 5 freakin months ago man. AND MY CELL!! thomas almost broke up with me yesterday because for the rest of the school year im supposed to basicallly be focusing on school only. thats ( Read more... )

i wasnt able to write yesterday because i was too busy during this period searching all around my ghetto school for a coke machine that wasnt either sold out or out of order. gurrr im like freakin dehydrated man. yesterday my mom and i got into a couple fights so that sucked but then mandy came over and shortly after that alex did too. AWESOME! i ( Read more... )

holy shit it feels so good to be able to come on here. considering this is one of the only ways i can communicate with my freakin boyfriend. my parents were definetely NOT kidding when they said i was gonna be in deep shit for my grades. soo yeah im kinda sorta grounded. i mean mandy was over yesterday n all but im not allowed on the computer OR on ( Read more... )

damn i hope this isnt true.
someone comment and tell
me otherwise lol <3

damn today was pretty good. woke up at about 10:30 to my mom callin the cell. then me n tye were beachin it till like 3:30 cuz the sun went away for a lil bit. got showered up. dropped her off at home. bought jacy a present (happy b-day jacy!!) then went to her party. sweet stuff. *she loved the purse* then went back to liz's house till my dad came ( Read more... )

it feels like its 5 in the mornin. shit this sucks. my dads condo is starting fire drills at 10:00 a.m. SHIDDY!! tahir is still here. tonight i wanna go and see thomas cuz supposedly this erica gurl wants to talk to me. (this should be great) but unfortunetely my rents think i need to have some "family time" naaa i wanna see my boii. lol ohh man. ( Read more... )

holy hannah im happy as fuck! =) yesterday i was a complete broke bitch, and today... 70 bucks baby!! hell yeah! me and tahir and so going to blow this today. im thinkin bout getting some nails done. how the fuck are we gonna get anywhere though? hmmm VO VO!! lol alright were out at 11:08

x0x sam n tahir x0x

<33 tom

I was naive, your love was like candy ( Read more... )