I went to see the Trail of Lights last night with my aunt, uncle, cousins, and some family friends. I don't know why, but for some reason I thought it was a whole lot warmer outside than it really was and therefore, I was cold during the entire walk. My toes were freezing cold and it hurt to even move them. I was hoping that the walk would be ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything in a long time, so I figured I should do so now. I am late on posting about my week in Chicago with Oscar, but I figured better late than never. Alright, I flew to Chicago early Saturday morning. For some reason when I bought the ticket, I thought it would be a good idea for me to leave at 7:05am..however, I didn't ( Read more... )

I appearently I was sitting in the "couples section" of the cafeteria today. I was eating my lunch and reading...I just happened to look up at some point and noticed that everyone was sitting with someone else, and in most cases, a member of the opposite sex. I felt a little out of place because I was sitting all alone. It was at that point that ( Read more... )

I know I am late on doing this, but I figured it's better late than never. I've just had a lot to do these past couple days, but I wanted to write about my trip before I forgot it (it seems as though I forget a lot of important things these day). On Thursday I took a plane to Chicago. That flight was alright, but I was ready to get off of it ( Read more... )

Today I talked to a friend of mine that I honestly hadn't talked to in two years. He used to be my very best friend..honestly, him and I had one of the best relationships I'll probably ever have with anyone. We were ALWAYS talking to each other and we seemed to have a lot of the same views. Things kind of went crazy for awhile though and we lost ( Read more... )

So I've noticed that I am incredibly nosey. I'm a little ashamed, but I honestly can't help it. I would like to blame my mom for it.

I'll go ahead and say sorry in advance. I know this isn't nice of me to say, but it's how I feel lately. Sometimes I honestly feel like I don't have a boyfriend anymore. Most of the things I associate with having a boyfriend, I don't have and it really does bug me. At first it was alright because I was busy doing alot of stuff, so I didn't have ( Read more... )

I think I am fine with everything now. I don't feel sad anymore about what's going on. I am learning to live in peace, I think. I just let so many things bother me and I just get so worked up over such insignificant things. I don't want to be like that anymore. I don't want to let things build up inside me and just wait for an explosion. I'm ( Read more... )

Last night Oscar and I had a long talk about everything. At first it was rocky, then it got REALLY rocky...but in the end, I think everything was said that needed to be said. I certainly felt relieved, I hope the same can be said for him. So maybe everything will be okay.

Last week was a pretty good week. Well, in the beginning at least. Oscar was able to come up on Tuesday after I got off of work. We went to Rob's later in the evening to hang out with Amanda & Rob. We made some spaghetti, garlic bread & salad. We managed to share some laughs and good times, so that was cool. Wedesday Oscar and I hung around ( Read more... )