im cold but sweating ........ahh idk ever happen to oyu?

everything's kind of weird lately. i miss holy trinity people so much....ehh you guys have no idea. especially everyone on the bus...my wifey. and mindy<3 and robbie. i just like sit and think about lunch. how mindy would call alan alana and he still wouldnt get it. and how id buy then chew up a pretzel every single day and show robbie my half ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i do this to myself? i let it happen over and over. i'm sick of it.

call up random girls that leave their number on john gottis myspace and pretend to be him.

I went to the mall 4 times. and i still want to go. i got some amazing sweaters and track jackets. uhmm...yeah. Sam Russo is too cool for me. HEY TABUS TONIGHT! whos going?

AAHhhhh i need my straightner! and my cell phone! which is currently at Amandas.

I got crazy cool new shoes but theyre too small. hmm how was everyones christmas?

Hi, my name is Alana, and I am obsessed with guys in tight pants. it's official.

by the way, i'm pathetic. [incase you haven't already figured that out]

so it's like 2:30 in the morning and i'm looking through myspace and the tightpants community. Boy, there are some hot guys. hmm...that reminds me, i want a boy friend. =[ but i'm ugly so that ( Read more... )

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Why the fuck is he pretending everythings alright? WHy is he pretending hes happy? i dont understand whats so bad about me that i cant be the one with my name next to the heart in his profile.

dont you love my entries that are full of bitching?

weekend was cool. friday=tbs concert with atreyu, funeral for a friend and like yesterday (or somthing)

saturday= weronika's = party = a bunch of my favorite cool ass people. well minus one or two. like the idiot who stole 20 dollars and gave it back

I've been in such a weird mood lately. I feel ugly constantly and no matter what anyone says it doesn't make a difference because your friends arent going to be like "uhh yeah youre ugly". I feel like I just want to lay down in my bed and shut the lights and close the blinds and just lay there all day and cry and feel sorry for myself ( Read more... )