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[xnotcaringx]

xMementoxXxMorix (1:26:50 PM): what i really want i dont think you could get me
xMementoxXxMorix (1:27:55 PM): i want stupid fighting to stop. and i dont mean just with the stuff thats happened in the past few days. im talking like the world. i want peace in the world. peace of mind.

steriodaddiction (1:28:30 PM): guess wat
steriodaddiction (1:28:33

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[firemafia]

ness i dont hate u, i dont hate anyone, its worthless, when they dont care what u think

[heavyheartx3]

hey you forgot a blurb in there that goes something like

you- you're NOT sleepin on the floor<3 =]

love you chica

[xnotcaringx]

better?

[iambicmendacity]

at this point, i'm beyond hating. i don't fucking give a shit anymore. hate me, crucify me, tell me i'm wrong and that i've sinned beyond belief. sure, i'm fucking awful and i don't know how to fucking live right, but you know what? fuck it. hate me. hate me, all of you. go for it.

oh, and ness? i don't think i'll ever forgive you for costing me my safe place. and you can't say it was my choice to leave, because we all know you fucking take over everything i love and evict me as soon as possible. so no, it was not my choice to leave. you fucking pushed me out.

[xnotcaringx]

i dont want a fight. i dont hate you. you havent sinned beyond belief. i just hate seeing jamie upset and i hated to see you upset over the whole thing. if you got hurt well im sorry. contrary to popular belief i wouldnt lie to my friends. i thought jamie had a right to know. theres so many things that everyone has told me that i havent said a word about. oh and you dont have to forgive me. i dont expect you to.
but i would like to know how i evict you from stuff. what have i taken over that you love? i didnt push you out. nobody knows of that site. all i did was say what that one post sed. and we all know too well that once you post something on the internet it isnt exactly safe anymore.

[iambicmendacity]

I don't think you understand. That was the one place where it *was* safe. Where I could fucking vent and not worry about any of you vultures spamming it out. All of my friends are there. The people I consider friends, who I have never met in person but who are there for me when no one here (you especially) will give two shits.
And how was it her right to know? It was one fucking post in one fucking thread. Had I gone into S&R and made a full-fledged rant (which I contemplated, thank the Goddess I didn't) then well that would have been a different story. But reporting back to her everything you see is a different matter. You're a sucker for that shit, for seeing the slightest little thing and running back with it clutched in your hands like a trophy, going "LOOK! YOU SHOULD KNOW!" It's fucking annoying after a while.
Whatever. We've always had our differences, and this has always been a sticking point.

[xnotcaringx]

it was one thing. plus, jamie took it as she wanted to. and you always come off as being fine. that you dont want us to even consider giving two shits.

and i dont tell people everything. things ive thought you should know ive told you. & there are some things people asked me not to say that havent ever gotten out.

i know we dont always see eye to eye. im sure you dont care or believe me, but my intent was never to take anything from you.