I probably had one of the most depressing days a few days ago. I haven't really gotten over it honestly. Seeing my grandma looking so horribly. It was just so sad. I had to like fight myself to not cry while i was in there. She was glad to see me, i could see it in her eyes, but she was sad that i was seeing her in the position she was. At ( Read more... )

i am an indie snob!


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Well yes. I have no had internet yet at school, and my computer has decided to be a whore and not work. So whatever. I'm sitting in the radio station right now. Just waiting to get the mail which is generally the highlight of my day. I'm waiting for jen to show up. This semester has started out so shittily. I'm always bored and just not ( Read more... )

I am going to back soon for the start of school. My senior year and all those questions floating around. What will i do? Where will i go? Ya fucker, you gotta grow up now....Things that i don't want to think about. Somethings that haven't changed....the other dave and i still think alike which is kinda creepy, but humorous all at the same time ( Read more... )

I'm the :-[
Which smiley are you?

This is what happens when you sit in a dorm room for almost an entire day. You do SURVEYS!

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Well when it comes down to it. I'm having fun in philly, but there's those things that kinda hang over your head. Jen's back in philly and this means i have to go back to indiana without her. Which really makes me sad. I will miss her like crazy. It's really just weird to think she'll not be like reachable really easily. After you live with ( Read more... )

Yes. This summer is winding down. It seriously is unforgettable. I've lived with jen and it's been a lot of fun. The only downside of this summer was i barely some of my best friends. I really miss them. Anyways. I really hope this venue works out, i'm really in need of something like that to do. It'll make me really happy, cause i love ( Read more... )

It just always seems to be an uphill battle that can't be won. I'm finding i've become really jaded to everything anymore. Shows especially as of late. Everything just seems to be so much of a struggle for no reason. No one seems to care. I don't know what i'm gonna do. I feel like crap and am feeling really depressed about it. It just feels ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wonder if i'm good enough. Sometimes i get so mad that i can't protect everyone. I get so frustrated by stupidity and just fucking childish people. I gave up drinking for a reason. I didn't want to be a part of that world, because it was nothing but trouble and heartache. No matter how hard you try, that damned false reality never ( Read more... )