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[xnovemberx]

life is weird right now. and my future doesn't look too good either. i'm getting less and less tolerant of people, and i'm showing it, completely unintentionally. But i can't help it. Lately, i've been treated like a criminal just because i have peircings and tattoos, and some of the looks i get are just ridiculous. I dont want people to think

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[caseyduh]

Life, by definition, is simply a series of events leading up to another, more natural event (death) that has basically nothing to do with the actual even itself. Confusing, eh? Consider life to be the same. I felt the same way that you did at one point in time, I was scared, I was confused, I felt entirely hopeless and I honestly didn't want to find a way out of things.. and then I realized something. What exactly would I be finding my way out of? I could pay my bills... and then what? More bills. I could buy a bigger house... and then what? Why, I'd spend more money to fill it with things that I didn't need. It goes on and on from there. It's incredibly difficult to think the way that I do in the sense that life is essentially pointless and without merit, but once you do, you quickly begin to realize that if you keep things hopelessly and utterly simplistic, it's so much easier to live. Granted, at times, you may feel like a failure, but I honestly don't know very many people with two legs that weren't born into money that haven't

[killer_blue_sky]

you're going to make it through life AJ, i know you are, cause you're too strong of a person just to give up or settle for something that you don't want. You have no idea how many times all of those thoughts have gone through my mind. But who made up the rules of life anyways. Who says that to be successful you have to go to college, get a paper that says that you went to college, work some dumb job that pays a shit ton of money, buy a big house, get married, have kids, grow old, and die. That's supposed to be the "American dream" right. Well, not in my eyes, to me you are successful because you are trying everyday and making it through. You're 19 and yeah, you have plenty of time to try and figure life out. But if you ask older people, you findout that they haven't even figured life out. i guess what i'm trying to say is, try not to stress about the future. Everything will eventually fall into place for you. If nothing else, at least you have your friends. I am here for you for anything at anytime and you know that