ok. enough is enough ( Read more... )

i knew the summer was going to be long and i knew it was going to be hardly bearable before i even got home. i could of never guessed it was going to be this bad. seeing everyone i had missed has been great. and thats pretty much all i have to look forward to for the rest of this long summer. but even when im with them i have a strange feeling of ( Read more... )

I have mixed feelings about it. On one hand I am happy, to be at work, to sleep in my bed, to see my friends and family. Family. That’s funny. To say the least things are not going well at home. And honestly, it makes me utterly miserable. When I talked to my mom I was crying uncontrollably. And that is not an exaggeration. I told mouse about it ( Read more... )

it is tuesday. that means four days until i go home for the summer. i am hoping that i dont have to work on sunday because then i can stay another day and kevin will bring me home. i remember when i got here at the begining of the year all i wanted was to go home. it wasnt that i didnt like it here, i just wanted to be at home with my family, ( Read more... )

i did a photo shoot with kevin tonight. we dressed up like bums and jake took our picture. he takes such great pictures, i cant wait to see how they come out. i hope i did all right since he needs them for class. the more i get to know jake the more i find myself absloutly loving who he is. and them more time i spend with kevin the less i want to ( Read more... )

where to begin.

this weekend was something else. and as predicted it kicked my ass. word to the wise: dont ever drink mad dog. i was drunk and drinking beast and mad dog tasted bad to me, so it must of been horrible. but i drank it anyway and told everyone i loved it because it absolutely disgusted them and i thought it was funny at the time. i ( Read more... )

way to be a wonderfully incredible spring day! and way to be an even better weekend, and sunday isnt even over yet..ooh sniggidy snap ( Read more... )

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sometimes things drive me insane. little things. things that shouldnt even register on my insane meter. or any meter at all. have you ever seen someone, someone you know and have known for quite sometime but never were really close with, have you seen this person and at that moment known that you, with all your body and soul, detested this person. ( Read more... )

i feel like death once again. cough ( Read more... )