hmm its been a while since I updated eh kids,
well muchous has gone on in the life of the Sammy since long long ago...
Teh Richard and I are still goin good, for my birthday all the scooby gang r comin 2 a field 2 tazer cows and hide in tents awsome stuff, im gettin Rich 2 sort us a bank account out (yes a joint bank account, how grown up)so i cant spend my holiday money, were off 2 Amsterdam for a while aswell on the ferry so cool. ooh and i mite b gettin another tattoo but thats just a thought at the moment.
so some of the most lasting couples who i thought would b together forever r over, i mean wow how bad is that. maybe its good for them though, yes there are times when to end something like that is the best thing but you should never not put ur side of the story across. i was told this by my mum the other day, u cant not speak up otherwise people will just make instant assumptions of u, there r times when even if it is hard u have to say ur piece no matter wot.
by the way just incase ur wondering that isnt about me and Rich, were doin great and its all goin really well. i honestly dont think ive been this comfortable around a bf and so genuine before. i dont wanna get a smooshy but i really really really love Rich and i can actually say it 2 him with no anticipation like ive had b4.
yea so back to something more like the normal Sammy:
I refuse 2 b 1 of those ppl who only updates to say how life is cruel and its so unfair wot it throws at u, yes there may b times when I do feel like that but hey its life u gotta get up and carry on. if when every problem u have hits u and knocks u down and u dont get up, how long u gonna b there???
gradually life will seem pointless and like there is no point in u bein there (if u truely r depressed) and wot good is that gonna do eh? u cant b selfish u cant stop everything as it can also effect other peoples lives, u have 2 get up get over the upset and find a solution...correct?
just thought id say my piece there, its a common assumption when people read my updates that they instantly assume its about someone (one of my friends), well honestly this isnt aimed at anybody.
its just things ive been told, heard, or thought about over the last few weeks that have had some effect on me and my thoughts. i sound all serious and grown up hehe well im off cos i have a gorgeous veggie lasagne waitin at home.
tatty bye kids
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