GRRRR.....

May 18, 2004 20:59


Hey today was an ok day of school... Well actually a normal day. When i was walking home i asked kimmie if she wanted to come over, so she did and we did homework and watched Holes. Cause part of her homework had to do with it so... At like 4:45 we went to her house and chilled, and then we had steaks and mashed potatoes! Very yummmy! Then i went ( Read more... )

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anonymous May 20 2004, 00:00:45 UTC
i cut. i aint tellin u who i m. U kinda kno me. i guess. n it helps cuz it gets emotional pain into physical pain. And physical pain is easy to deal with.

My Opinion and why i do it..

<33 ME

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dancewithmex May 20 2004, 00:11:49 UTC
I dont think cutting yourself will solve anything and thats my opinion. Why not just punch something.. why would you make yourself bleed and get scared for life.. My life is far from perfect.. and if you DONT cut yourself it just shows how you can control your emotions it also shows that your smart.. I dont care if i hate you more than anything if you(someone it dont matter) has as problem they can always come to me.. Ill always talk. and if i cant talk at the moment, ill call you.. or vise versa.. Just i wish people wouldnt cut.

<333
Shelby

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xnozeydancerx May 20 2004, 01:39:59 UTC
Yea Shelby i agree... When i even think about how people cut... It makes me sick!

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megalomniacle May 20 2004, 02:35:10 UTC
Trista, Hey you know me. Anyways.. yea. My friend used to cut him self. When you are feeling lost or in an emotional upset, you seem irelavent to things. I mean, You look at a knife, and think Suicide, You look at a rope and think Around my neck. I mean, You wouldnt have any idea on this, because I dont think you've ever had extreme depression, anxiety or anything to that extent. And well, Cutting yourself to release the emotional pain, is yes pointless, but when you hurt your foot, and your friend pinches you ( what are you thinking about) what pain? Yes, you are thinking about the pain that just occured. Not the pain of your foot. That is in the past. It is the same thing. You want to think about the blood, or how deep the cut is, how bad it feels, instead of the pain of losing a friend, or losing sight of reality. Are you getting any of my insights and argumentative accusations? I mean.. If not.. Please tell me and I will stop any moment. I never cut my self to relase the pain. I carry Razor blades on me. but thats just because I ( ... )

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anonymous May 20 2004, 21:47:11 UTC
yes i ust 2 cut, my reason is because, when i am very sad or mad, i like wanna die sometimes, but im not at the point that i wanna kill my self, so i just want to hurt my self, and to me, that feels good(cutting), when i have a alot of pain to deal with. and yes it is getting old for people to cut, but only people like melodie! gosh, I dont do it for attention! unlike her! well thats my opinion for y "I" cut, i hope u understand that!

Love,
Me.

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xnozeydancerx May 21 2004, 01:43:44 UTC
Whoever u are i guess it's better to cut er what ever then to kill yerself... Do i kno u?
W/b

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anonymous May 27 2004, 01:24:05 UTC
the reason people cut is cause it causes you sucha pain that it takes your mind off of the other pain thats bothering you. People also do it because everytime they put that knife or whatever to their wrist they're risking killing themselves....to some people thats the only way they can solve their problems because nobocy in this world listens to them...you can guess why i have so much knowledge on this...

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xnozeydancerx May 27 2004, 19:17:02 UTC
No actualy i Can and cant take y u have so much knowledge onit . i can cause u told me y and u probalby do, and i cant casue i dont kno who u r

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anonymous May 28 2004, 01:54:15 UTC
sry id really rather not say either its kind of a personal thing most people dont flash it around if they do it for a reason.. sry :\

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anonymous May 31 2004, 22:32:04 UTC
It's kind of a mix at most. Some people do it for the pain, some for the attention. I used to do it, and yeah you know me pretty well. The reason I did it though, was just because I knew I could. It's hard to explain, but it's like. You have the razor/knife/your own nail, up to your skin and you're thinking to yourself, if I do this, it may give me a scar forever. And at that moment, you feel somehwat in power. Also, pain is a way to be one with yourself, In my opinion. No one can memorize the sensation of pain, so feeling it is just a reminder of what once was. It's not necessarily a "bad" feeling anyways.
There's a lot more to it, but that's all Im gonna type, lol.
ANd though you know who I am, no one knew that I used to cut.

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xnozeydancerx May 31 2004, 23:58:48 UTC
Ok...

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