Anyways so this afternoon i was awaken by a cell phone call from lori and shes like hey wanna go to the beach and im like sures let me run it past mommy. Here it is what i've asked so diliginty for BEACH TRIP!!! I was stoked and ready to paddle out........BUT NO! moms like ehhh you've been out alot this weekend i think you need to stay home and ( Read more... )

I guess the only reality is the one you seem to believe in ( Read more... )

wow.. tonight alot of shit has just collapsed and given way under the stress of normal teenage life to be so cliche and you know what? it fuckin sucks. I've been trying really hard lately to find the excellent parts of everything and its not easy. I really wish me and my dad could get along better, it seems the less i try to argue with him and ( Read more... )

Wow mono maybe be gone and not contagious anymore but im always tired now its kinda cool but yet it sucks i slept till like 1230 today got up and did some make up work and from them on out i've just been sittin around. I realized today i've been doing alot of school work i cant remember the last time i just sat in my room doing nothing watching tv ( Read more... )

"This is the sound of heartbreak in patterns
To mold myself into something that matters
The matchstick bridge that we walked on together
It burns to ashes as I leave you forever
I leave behind the only thing I can give to
a heart that beats only for you
the tragedy thats become of me"

Today was mixed with stuff its was crazy, we went to the zoo which wasnt that great of an idea to begin with but we went anyways and we got to throw stuff at some animals like a gorilla and a lion both of which got angry and we fed a monkey paper and he ate it?! crazy but me and kyle got caught his teacher called his mom and while coming home on ( Read more... )

This world is a rollercoaster mixed with a maze people its crazy. Just when things start to make sense for me everything changes and what i thought i want isnt what i want at all. New doors have been opened today well sorta idk its hard to explain, feelings resurface just when you least excpect and what i thought i had so figured out has just ( Read more... )

Ehhh mono is practically gone and still my doc wont let me rock it back to school so looks like im stuck at home some more, anyways this is finally getting to me hardcore all the anonymous people haha its nuts i dont know whose who anymore and i think theres more then one or maybe its one acting as many i dont know! its crazy! So far i've come up ( Read more... )

Captains log 9283748 2637 2737 2376 its finally happned i've lost it... the crew is gone i believe the ship is going down or up i cant tell because i have suecome to jungle madness yes i have been without humna contact for 2 weeks now, caged like an animal they're plotting against me... soup sounds good right about now...Note to self Kyle is a ( Read more... )

It seems right when you start to feel better and your actually able to move around and swallow whole bits of floods your get slammed with maked up work.. ya thats all i did today from the moment i woke up till 6 o'clock it was the most annoying thing ever... but my grades are sucking and its cause i dont try or apply myself... ya and its true i am ( Read more... )