beach jamm was pretty awesome for the most part ( Read more... )

so friday we had half day of course so ryan and rob picked me up to hang out finally. we went to wendy's and rob decided it would be funny to slam his fist down on the bbq sauce to get on ryan. it explded and they were cracking up until the finally looked at me and i was COMPLETELY covered in bbq sauce ( Read more... )

soo today i leave to go out for prom weekend =] hell yeah im pumped mann ( Read more... )

T.M.+H.L. < E.M.

=] HELL YEAH

in other news ( Read more... )

ok so that was a slap in the face to me ( Read more... )

musicals over ( Read more... )

the past three weeks for the most part have been extremely fun. i spent almost all my time with the friends i neglected for a while now. i got to realize that over the past 6 months all the close friendships everyone had are now gone but it turns out thats all for the best ( Read more... )

and now i sit here crying and i dont know why. i was fine. i really was. and now im pathetic. everything was going so great for me and for once i was sure of something. and now all that has shattered. the wall i kept up for so long has just fallen and i dont even know how to pick up the peices, let alone rebuild it ( Read more... )

i did it again...

again im truely sorry....

i dont think i'll ever know what i want....

yet the ones that would give me the world get hurt cause im a fuck up....

im truely sorry. you have every right to hate me. everyone does.

so im sitting around waiting for more decorations for my party and for jules to come over. its finally new years eve. and im gonna steal gabs idea and recap wats happened this year ( Read more... )