oh god...things have been so difficult lately ! i mean, i cant believe it. it still hasnt hit me..i could be going to MP... i dont know what i want to do, part of me wants MP...but the other part wants la reina...i cant believe i didint make it in....it hurts, but at least chelsea will probably be there...i wouldnt be trying to get back in if ( Read more... )

yeah tonight was cool...we went to some dance thing with old friends from MP...yeah well i didnt have an ID so my mom wrote me some note and they still wouldnt let me in...i had to wait in some long bullshit line and this dad walks up to me and was like 'if you sneak in right there you can get in...' it was so funny. so yeah, darrel ignored me half ( Read more... )

today when i woke up i realized that my dad was out of town, my sister is sick and my mom has to go to teach her college class. wow i was like ooh shit! haha it turns out that my sister took me and brought me baja fresh at lunch! it was really good! in history...the first period i got to, i was late and we had a sub. she was such a bitch!! we all ( Read more... )

hmm yeah, today my dad left for wherever the hell he is going. some business trip...and when i got home, guess who had to pack his clothes? finish his laundry? iron his slacks? haha me. hes such a baby!! i dono, when he drove off i had a REALLY bad feeling about it. it was weird, usually when i have bad feelings bad things happen. i just hope ( Read more... )

yeah so last night me, aryn, laura, sean and kels went to the mall. it was fun i guess...but kinda boring. there was all this drama shit and i just felt bad that sean had to be there and listen to it all. haha sooo yeah. im really bored right now and really really cold. its been such a long 4 days i want to go back to school. i havent seen alicia ( Read more... )

hey!! ok so last night aryn and i went to the movies...darrel went, it was fun!! we saw 50 first dates and then went to carls jr..while we were in there aryn threw a gum wrapper at me and so i threw it back and it went right into her shirt...wow it was so damn funny!! haha yeah so thats pretty much it...i hadnt seen darrel in so long, it was great

hey...yeah so today was no school..and my sister woke me up at like 9...she just wanted to tell me she was going to work? hmm ok so then i couldnt go back to bed..it took me so long to fall asleep last night too! so 2 days ago or so, i was talking to my mom about 'the passion of the christ'. i really didint like the idea of putting out a movie like ( Read more... )

heyy! wow i got an 81% on my history test...i was like screaming across the room to chelsea haha..its so cold!! i got home at like 3 and slept until 6..im so glad we dont have school thursday or friday..we only had a 3 day week! i love alicia soo much!! i dont want her to do anything to hurt herself...GOD DAMNIT haha yeah it pisses me off but i ( Read more... )

yeah...so...everything has been gay lately. im so glad laura and i are getting along again though..it makes things 500 times more easier. so yeah i give laura a note being nice yesterday and all of a sudden amber gives me a note wanting to be my friend...? well it turns out that she told me the truth about not going to the hospital for cutting, ( Read more... )

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