i really need to stop being so bitchy and feeling like i'm always the thirdwheel/a peice of shit. i really do feel that way. sometimes i think my best friend doens't even wanan be friends with me anymore because of my attitude. my attitude causes me to be left out of going out with my fucking best friends and making me feel worse about my self. and ( Read more... )

honestly why do i stress myself out so much/ so easily. i hate it. i always have so much shit on my mind and that is the reason why i'm sucha bitch most of the time. i hate being a bitch all the time because then people start not to like me. most of all i kinda hate myself which i know is a really bad thing, but i hate how i'm a bitch, i hate how i ( Read more... )

so my sister got married on the 12th. she looked beautiful, and surprisenly i didn't cry. i laughed throughout the whole ceremony cuz matt was hilarious.
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i really dont wanna go back to school. i'm dreading the first day. i really do not wanna see anyone, becayse honestly i dislike pretty much everyone in my grade and school. except for a select few. no offence to anyone who reads this from school, but seriously you guys are obnoxious.

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When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, do things my way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I ( Read more... )

i think i'm the happiest i've been in a wicked long time. i can already tell that this summer is gonna be bomb and now that i have lost people that held me down and found new friends to make me happy, its gonna be awesome. the past few weekends me jampie and chlynn partied and i loved it and i love them alot. i have my eye on a few people but its ( Read more... )