LJ Idol 10: *THAT* Friend

[xo_kizzy_xo]

I noticed on Facebook you invited my husband to your holiday cookie exchange but didn't invite me

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[bleodswean]

*hugs*

Nothing wrong with being an isolationist if it makes you happy! Nothing wrong with trying again if that's what you want, either.

*more hugs*

You really have a flair for direct writing. I dig it.

[xo_kizzy_xo]

*hugs*

The isolationist thing...I'm probably going to return to it at some point. I often ask myself if I'm like *this* because I'm naturally like this or is or have I become my isolationist job? Evidently my job is going to be big theme with me this season...

*hugs*

[bleodswean]

Working with, in and around, a theme for Idol is a strong approach, imo. Actually, in life I think it's a good way to see further, see deeper, understand things from a learned and far-reaching perspective. Your job is a good place to step into this journey.

The older I get the more isolated I become. And I'm good with it.

[kiwiria]

Heartbreaking :-(

[xo_kizzy_xo]

It's one thing to think it, it's another to see it written down :/

[kiwiria]

I can imagine :-/ *huge hugs*

[marlawentmad]

This is powerful.

[xo_kizzy_xo]

Thank you.

[tonithegreat]

Aw man. It sounds tough. People are tough. There's nothing wrong with knowing what you need and what you want. It's balancing that with being a friend that's tricky. And it sounds especially tricky with your schedule. Good energy to you!

[xo_kizzy_xo]

Aw, thanks :) When I first started this whole bakery thing, I was purely chasing the money, the baking shift being the "premium" at the time. I remember being told why it was the "premium" but it didn't sink in for a very long time, mostly because I was too exhausted to care, LOL.

I had the luxury with What Was Current Employer to bounce around -- bake one day, do other stuff on a "regular" schedule the next, etc. New Current Employer doesn't do that and I'm feeling it quite keenly.

[wolfden]

💗

[xo_kizzy_xo]

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