The majority of my live journal entries are depressing and negative. I thought I'd be a dear and change it up a bit and be positive. That, and I'm in a really good mood. I also think it has a lot to do with the change in weather. One can't help but be happy when it's so beautiful outside. I am not dieting as well as I could be. I'm not really ( Read more... )

I don't know what I need to do to make myself be even half way happy with my physical appearance. I just want for once to look in my bathroom mirror and smile and be content. I look at myself and want to change basically everything. Eyes, nose, chin, forehead, hair, boobs, arms, stomach, THIGHS, legs, feet. I repeatedly have the urge to grab a ( Read more... )

I'm going to make this entry long and pointless because that's the way I like my entries to be. Today was just an overall good day. I went to first block because my teacher doesn't like my attendance record, but he wasn't there anyways and we had a substitute which defeated the purpose of coming and not being able to sleep until 10, bummer. My mom ( Read more... )

I feel like I have so much I need to get out, yet when I sit down to write it I find myself at a loss for words. That happens to me when I try to explain my thoughts and feelings verbally as well. It's like there is so many things swimming around in my head (or my brain, rather) but I don't know how to express them to the extent I feel they should ( Read more... )

So I had the weirdest dream this morning and I can't even begin to explain it. I woke up at around 10 or so. The extra sleep was needed very badly. No school for me today, ayaya. I'm falling behind, and it's very unlike me not to care. However, I really do not care because I'm pretty sure I'll be grounded for the rest of my life,regardless. On the ( Read more... )

This entry is just going to be a whole lot of complaining. Then again, all my entries are. It's so cold in my house that I am constantly shaking. Shaking. Shaking. Shaking. I wear layers upon layers of warm clothes and it doesn't help. I think the thermostat is set so low for the simple reason that I am very possibly the only one living in my ( Read more... )

I don't understand the human mind. It is something that intrigues me. The complexity of it is amazing. Maybe my own is the only one I don't understand. Maybe I understand it but really wish not to. I just don't see why I make some decisions I do when they go against everything I've worked so hard to overcome. I constantly excoriated the very ( Read more... )

I currently have thirty-five cents to my name.
That is not good.
I have a doctor's appointment at 10:15 tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

Current Topics in Need of Discussion:

Baby:I love cuddling and incidentally falling asleep next to boyfren all warm and then being awakened by kisses, it makes my dayyy. So does tickle fights, footsies, WRESTLING, long talks, eskimo kisses, face biting haha, blanket burritos, neck kisses, ear nibbling, dancing & As Cities Burn sing-a-longs. It is ( Read more... )

My dad gets back from San Diego today. Boooo. :[
Oh, & I want to cuddle really bad. eeeeeeeeeeeee.