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xo_kristin_ox

FoR tHe ReSt oF mY LiFe iLL cOnSiDeR mYsELf BLeSsEd..EvEn iF ThiS dReAm DoEsNt LaSt.. <3

Jan 04, 2005 22:39

I feel like i got so much to say but dont know how to say any of it. Its all there in my mind but i just cant seem to find the words. So much has changed since freshman year. Ive met so many new people, got so close to a few people. Lost a few people who i was close with. Just everything is different. 2005. New Year. Gonna live for now, not in the ( Read more... )

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lovelyyetawreck January 5 2005, 07:40:58 UTC

Honestly there are so many things I want to say to you, but I dont know how to put my emotions into words. So i will do my best. I have never seen a person grow and finally start to believe in themselves like you have. You are finally conquering battles you never thought you could before and living for something instead of dwelling on nothing. The point is you are now turning into a confident yet mature young women. When I first met you we were so young. Only freshmen. & we thought we were so cool but looking back on it all we so weren't haha. I love the fact that Kristin finally knows what kristin wants out of life and who kristin wants to be. I am very happy for you. It takes a strong person to get over what you went through and take the chances you took. But life is a sea of decisions that causes us to either win or lose. Although, To get anywhere in life we have to learn how to conquer our fears. Sitting here writing this makes myself think. The reason why "we" dwelled on certain situations was because we were afraid of change. ( ... )

xo_kristin_ox January 5 2005, 07:57:39 UTC

Your comments always mean so much to me. "What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger." I just read that quote on a girls site. So true for both of us. We have gone through alot, and it only makes us stronger and learn from every situation. "take a chance you stupid hoe." haha i never ever thought i would take that chance. & i did because i had YOU behind me, giving me that extra push when i needed it. I wouldnt be who i am today if it werent for you. You have had such a big impact on me, helped me change and finally stick up for myself. hehe. Change is scary, but it can be both good and bad, it just depends. And i think the change that is about to happen, january 13th, wil be good for you. ill always be here for you. i promise. <33

whats left to lose, youve done enough and if you fail well then you fail, but not to us nothings_new January 5 2005, 14:58:41 UTC

Im sorry krsitin that you are losing friends etc.. I know you and i never really were friends before, but you are beyond awesome, and i love you more than you know. Just remember if you're changing you're living.I believe in you kristin, and sometimes losing friends is the hardest thing, but falling in love etc.. Is also the best feeling in the world, if im wrong please let me know. When you win, everyone wins. How much simpler could it be. Things will get better i promise you ♥

Re: whats left to lose, youve done enough and if you fail well then you fail, but not to us xo_kristin_ox January 6 2005, 00:58:41 UTC

When you lose friends, you gain friends on the plus side. and one of those friends i gained was you. :) Your right, it is the best feeling in the world. I wouldnt be able to do this without you, you keep a smile on my face. I love you more then you know. thank you for everything. <33

so dont apologize!! kiss_me_in_rain January 5 2005, 23:53:54 UTC

Im so happy with him. He makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. When he is around everything else just disappears and i just lay there in his arms and it feels like not a thing can hurt me. I have NEVER felt that feeling before, and i hope it doesnt go away. im not used to having the one i like, like me back. its nice.

funny how you say ''a whole new hapter of drama..''..
you should chose ur words wisely next time.
if i really ment that much to you which i
obviously didnt,a great friend would have
come to me and talked about it first.
i thot you were thaty great frend..
i guess you werent and im sorry it all
has to end over a stoopid boi who
will end up treating you like shit neways.
and wen he does?
DONT come to me kristin.
he didnt even kno how to
spell ur name until i told him
last month.. .thinmk about
things like that kristin.
and also remember i told you
evrything when i lost my virginity to him..
remember these things

stay safe love.
♥ mandiecore ♥

Re: so dont apologize!! xo_kristin_ox January 6 2005, 01:22:38 UTC

So its okay for us to be friends when you are going out with him. But when im going out with him, its not okay and we cant be friends? Hmm i dont see how that works. You dont have a label on him. It appeared to everyone that you were over him.You even got a new b/f. & its okay for you to get a new b/f, but he cant get a new g/f? What would be the point in coming to talk to you about it first? Just so you could get pist off at me sooner. & it was a thing that happened at the moment. i couldnt say..."uhm i got to ask mandie first." & when he duz treat me lyk shit, IF he does, i wont come to you. dont worry. cause ive got my friends that dont make a big deal out of this. I know its not going to be perfect, no relationship is. & he couldnt spell my name. so waht tahts not something that matters to me, half the people i know cant spell my name right. lol. im done with this. im not gonna keep dragging this out. im done. :o)

Re: so dont apologize!! kiss_me_in_rain January 7 2005, 03:25:41 UTC

well kristin i really dont kno wat to say.
im not going to make an arguement of it
because that would be stoopid.
my point is that..well its hard to explain.
go to benforrestdavis.com and listen to
the song called "i dont miss you".
and then you'll kno how i feel..
the whole thing you said about me getting
a 'new bf' is another story-me and ryan
are working something out so to be honest?
when i decided to be with ryan it had
NOTHING to do with competition or nething LIKE that.
cutter talked to me yesterday and you guys
have missunderstood me.
i honestly think that this is something between
you and i.not me and cutter.
because it has nothing to do with him.
it's our frendship i care about..
i hope you can understand that.
k?if you need me leave me a voicemail.
stay safe love.
mandieCOREface :p

Re: so dont apologize!! xo_kristin_ox January 7 2005, 04:47:40 UTC

im not sure what to say now.
or what is going to happen now.
i thought an argument kind of already started.
since im a "lying backstabbing bitchface." :-/
i would go listen to that song but my computer is gay.
it wont let me do hardly anything, only LJ & email.
maybe if you can get the lyrics..i can try to see.
i care about our friendship too.
i know you may think that i dont at all.
actually i know you do because you told me that.
but i do. i hate going to skewl and not getting a note from u.
or not even talking to you at all.
and at lunch have you standing right next to me but we act lyk each other duznt even exist.
so i guess the ball is in your hands now.
if you still want to be friends or not.
i really dont understand that though.
because your saying in the comment you still care,
but then in your last entry your saying..
"dont apologize i hope you choke and die.."
and well you know what you sed.
<33

Thread 6

mon_ick_uhh January 6 2005, 00:11:25 UTC

kristin, honestly im happy for you...
and i hope things work out for the better for you and cutter.
i know mandie is my friend and all but i am allowed to have my own opinion about this.
friends come and go but love now thats one of a kind.
i agree with everything kayla said.
dont you fret baybee guurl.. haha
i la la la looove you !!!
xoxomonickuhh

lovelyyetawreck January 6 2005, 00:31:09 UTC

baybee guurl? haha that makes me laugh

xo_kristin_ox January 6 2005, 00:59:25 UTC

haha me too.

mon_ick_uhh January 6 2005, 06:18:40 UTC

haha im glad i made you laugh... hehe

Thread 9

. . .i miSs yOu . . . anonymous January 6 2005, 01:56:46 UTC

KriStin GayLe GloVer...wOw. itS beeN awHile. i wAs on tHe intErnet and i caMe acroSs yoUr sitE. hOw have yOu beeN? i rEad yOur lasT entry aNd it juSt made me baWl. i caNt stOp crYing. i dOnt even haVe a cluE why. juSt sittIng herE thinKing of hOw good liFe usEd to be back in The daY witH me yOu and Kels. geZ it wAs jUst pErfecT. wE werE so cArefRee and tHe absOlute beSt of frIends. nO wouLd couLd come in Our waY. it Was juSt us thRee. beSt frIends fOr lifE.. or sO we tHought. wE maDe so maNy wOndeRful meMories tHat i knOw i will neVer forGet. i caNt beliVe how mucH liFe has chAnged theSe pasT couPle years. i juSt reAlly waNted tO saY sorRy for aLl the tiMes i huRt you anD keLs in thE paSt. i couLdnt haVe askEd for beTter frIends, anD i blEw it. i lOst yOu guYs fOr a stUpid bOyfriEnd and eVen tOday i rEgreT that wIth all i hAve. buT i haVe leaRned frOm my misTakes and i dO knOw that evErythIng haPpendS for a ReaSon. we haVe both beCome two toTally difFereNt peopLe. yOu haVe grOwn to bE so beaUtiful aNd mAtuRe. i rEally aDmire thE ( ... )

Re: . . .i miSs yOu . . . xo_kristin_ox January 6 2005, 02:17:58 UTC

awww that heck of made me cry. i wasnt expecting a comment from you at all. im glad you left one though. ive been pretty good. how are you? i miss you so much, i never realized it till now. i dont talk to anyone from lammersville anymore..just like krystal and megan and sassy. its sad how we got so split up. our whole class used to be like brothers & sisters. We had so many good times, me you and kels. now we all have gone our own way different route. Kels hates me now. :-/ best friends for life..its crazy how htings change. we used to be inseperable, then it chagned. but it was the psat and i dont hold it against you. if anyone should be pist, its you cause of my stupid freakin immature thing i did at hume lake. i still feel bad to this day for that. its weird though we are still in a way in each others life, i think it is for a reason. cause we hang out with some of the same people. it was nice seeing you at cheanies the ohter night, sorry i dint talk to you much, i didnt know if you hated me for that still or what so i just stayed ( ... )

Re: . . .i miSs yOu . . . anonymous January 6 2005, 03:56:07 UTC

oKay thEn i beTtEr seE yOu arOund. iT wouLd be niCe to cAtch up oN thiNgs. PleAse teLl yoUr faMily heLlo fOr me. i coUld have swOrn i saW youR mom a cOuple weEks agO wiTh thE sanTa in tHe malL...? hA. bUt maYbe iM juSt goIn crAzy. weLl baBe. haVe a gOod onE. cOngRats oN yoUr new bOyfriEnd. iM so hAppy fOr yOu. xOxiXi ;0)

Re: . . .i miSs yOu . . . xo_kristin_ox January 6 2005, 03:59:36 UTC

yeah it would be great to catch up! i told them you sed hi and they sed hello! :o)..your not going crazy cause that was my mom. haha she worked over christmas break and stuff for the santa booth, taking pictures. lol what a loser. haha thank you..i hope everythings going good for you! OMG XOXI! hahahha i forgot bout that!!! awwwwww i miss you!