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[xo_lex_xo]

why caint we be our own people. and other people accept that. i dont get it. i dont want to conform to other people, i dont want to do the stupid things that other people do. i try to be my own person, but its getting too hard, to the point where i caint fucking stand it. why caint i find those people that DONT CARE WHAT THE HELL OTHER PEOPLE THINK

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[anonymous]

im gettin kinda frustrated here cause i look at ur journal entries and there pretty much the same ole thing every single time...you feel kinda lost in the group ur hanging out with? well do sumthing about it instead of jsut writting about it~ every time we talk its about how u feel lik kinda betrayed left out of igroned by the group ur in rite now, but the next day i c u crawling back to them..i mean i try to give u advice and say that u always have me but u dont seem to take it...i mean we have hung out more than usual but still not enough..well thats all i have to say..im not trying to be mean at all bye any of this...im just trying to give the best adivce i can give!!!!!
ok much love bye bye~
EMILY

[xo_lex_xo]

emily its not like you never call me
and yes i have been doing stuff about it...you wouldnt no

[xo_lex_xo]

im srry ur oviously affened but i dont understand i mean i try so hard and i feel like im gettin nothing in return and im srry but tat hurts...
~em

[xo_lex_xo]

what do you mean you try so much?
its not like you ever call..or ask me to do stuff emily
so dont make me feel like the bad person...its both our faults

[xo_lex_xo]

yea i do call u i have tryed but i stop tryin cause every time i did u couldntdo sumthing..and i felt like maybe i should just give up cause u didnt want to try...and i never said it was ur fault and i never tryed to make u feel bad but ive missed u so much this yr its tearing me up inside...and im totally completly happy rite now expect for the fact that i dont have u...

[x_falling_apart]

aw lex i'm sorry.
if you ever need to talk...i'm here for you
i know we're not the best of friends but i'm still here for you.