you're my best kept secret -- and my biggest mistake

[xo_lila_xo]

I realized I don't have the time nor patients for livejournal anymore so for my last update I leave you with this; I hate living with my mom, all we do is fight. It's gotten to a point where im in tears every time she speaks. I miss my father, so much it still tends to hurt. Im counting down the days til I get to see him again, but it seems Never

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[dee_xoxo]

I like how.. whats the word? I duno.. poetic you sound, i guess.
But Dalila - i understand why you want to move and though i dont want you to ever leave, i support you all the way. thats what friends are for. i wish i had a time machine. that would be grand. you have been there for me through so much & you honestly dont realize how much i appreciate you. i love you soo much and i'm glad we're close again. i only wish that i could go back in time to 8th grade and change all the stupid shit that i have done up to this current point at 11:57 pm. but i'm a retard and i will just stop here before i get ahead of myself.

I Love You <3

[xo_lila_xo]

lol
oh man a time machine is exactly what i need

i love you and im so glad we're close too
<33

[xx_truelove]

Well, i completely understand why you want to move and all. I really do. I just with all my heart do not want that, i'm not sure what i will do with out you here. the past year we have become such good friends and i dont want to throw that all away. i mean yes we have our little "arguments" haha but we always get through them. i'm going to miss you so incredibly much, and you know you can move in at my house if you really need to get away. well actually it's not like it's any better here. you have no idea what its like to live with my dad. hes fucking physco to the point were i'm afraid to leave my mom here wile hes drunk, which is every minute of every day. and he keeps just getting worse and worse. he has a very bad temper and needs help. but do you think he'll get it? no. well back to you now. i'm always here for you babe, and i love you very much. you will always be my best friend♥♥♥

[xo_lila_xo]

i dont wanna throw it away either
i know i can always count on your family

and i know about you dad
hes an ass, but i do love him