these are supposed to be the days that everyone's finding out who they really are and who they will be in life. yet the longer time i have, the more confused i get. i guess i know my dreams are for my life. but i just wonder what God's plans are. and i guess everyone wants to know his plan for their lives. i just have this part of my dream will not ( Read more... )

okay so i hate to be this way, but i need some vent to complain through. my friends are not the friends i once had. i'm trying to grow up a little and mature, but it's like God and people are pulling one hand and my old friends who i've hung out with forevvverrr are pulling on the other. and i still want to make stupid decisions and be like "oh ( Read more... )

I LOVE THESE STUUUUPID SURVEYSSS ( Read more... )

This is scary, but slowly i'm listening to more and more bands i never thought i would. i grew up on nsync, britney spears, xtina aguilera, backstreet boys. and i still love alla that pop and as alys calls it "teenybopper" music. (rofl), and of course i'm a southern girl and i love my fair share of country music, but it started out with switchfoot ( Read more... )

i hate drama. why is it that people who love drama dont get it, but people who hate it get all the drama. or maybe it's just lexington. ugh i cant wait till i'm out of this town.

heh!! this layout gives me the giggles!

you're holding me back ( Read more... )

okay so life is good. for once, i'm actually okay who i am and what i look like and what i say/do..etc.. and i've never been like that before. i dont give a crap if guys dont think i'm pretty and i dont care if some girl talks bad about me. b/c here's the shocking fact. after all the drama, tears, and laughter, i'm still caitlin. and you and i ( Read more... )

okay soi've been making better grades. and so i should be ungrounded by interim time..hopefully but i always make mistakes you know! lol. competition season is almost over. we competed today and got 4th..ugh stupid chapin...oh well. tomorrow is our big competition at the colonial center and i'm nervous. so life is okay, i guess. but i feel like ( Read more... )

i have an issue to raise right now. and it's been the subject of millions of this week's conversations involving me..my friend2friend group talked with me about it, my mom talked with me about it, i've recieved unwanted perverted comments from crappy looking guys. and here is the one thing i hate about myself. my butt. it just gets bigger and ( Read more... )