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Well, yesterday was our last football game. Luckily, we won, some number - some smaller number.
Uhm, at lunch yesterday, I decided to tell Sara of my... whatever you wanna call it. [She's on the cheerleading team, she's a sophomore, and the BEST person to tell secrets to... they never EVER get out.=)] I let her know that I think that I may like one of my best friends. First thing out of her mouth was, "is he hott?" which, unfortunately... he's not so much. GOD, I'm shallow. Sara thinks it would be "cute" ...ugh.
But anyhoo. After school, I told Lyndsay. She said she "knew the whole time" whatever. She just thought about it, and when I kinda hinted she like flipped. Cause "she knew, she knows everything" lalalal Lol. Well, she told me she was going to say something, but she figured I'd be all "WHAT? No!" Because of, obvious reasons.
Due to the fact that she has her cast on, she sat out, as usual, and everytime I looked at her she'd be like "I KNEWWW IT!" Bitch. Ugh. Lol.
Sara and I kept talking about it. Cause Scott came. And she was like it's your loverrrrr! Bitch. She told me who she liked. That only I and her best friend know about. Lyndsay too. Cause well, she's in the circle now. Lol.
I still really don't know what to do, though. I want to hang out with him really bad though. Oh geez. I feel like Summer in my icon.^^ But if Scott looked like Adam Brody, I honestly don't see a problem.=)
Not that Scotty's ugly. He's friggen adorable. He's so cute, and he's so niiiiice. And, and, oh geez.
I wish I knew if he liked me. I think that might make this a little easier. But I don't know if he does. I wish he did... I hope he does...
I'm going to go talk to him now... Not about anything above... I'm chicken shit.=) But, I really need to figure this one out.
ETA: I forgot to point out what Lyndsay had said at the game when they announced the seniors! Lol, well, she was like: "Don't get mad, Meg, but you're high maintenance. [to which I agreed, cause let's face it, I am.] & you whine and complain about absolutely everything under the sun, [to which I make a WHAT?! face, but when Sara gave me a pointed look, I nodded] you need to be taken care of, & well, let's face it, you're the biggest bitch I know. Not many people would put up with you. Scotty falls into the "not many" category. He has the most caring personality and he ALWAYS listens to you're ass whine and complain... He's perfect for you." [which made me blush furiously and tell her to shut up. Which her & Sara grinned at.]
I don't know what this is... I still don't know if I like him. I think I do. Oh geez. But I don't know what I'm going to do about it. Or if I'm going to do anything at all. Sara said if he's all I think about all weekend, then I need to do something. So far... I'm a little screwed. I can't get him off my mind. ::facepalms:: Oh geez.....