Josh L. told me he loved me last night. I was scared to say it back. It's not that I dont, its just I dont know if I should say it and then we break up in the next month or something. I dont know if I can take him not calling me every few days. It kills me. Who knows knows what he is doing. He confuses me ( Read more... )

HELL YEAH!!!! I GOT MY DSL BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BET YOU WANT IT!!!! YOU KNOW YOU DO!! YEEEEAH!

Don't give up if you still wanna try.
Don't wipe your eyes if you still wanna cry.
Dont stop asking questions if you still wanna know.
Don't say you dont love him if you cant let him go.

I have alot on my mind at the moment. The past two or three days Josh and I have been talking on the phone. Josh Nelson for all of you who dont know. I have enjoyed talking to him. We have both changed alot for the better. I dont know what I'm trying to get at. I'm just talking. I've missed him a great deal ( Read more... )

"I've always thought we were meant to be together, even when we weren't together. I always knew that no matter what, our love would always come through shining bright and that we would be happy together in the end."

For those of you who dont know, Josh is a Taurus...

Taurus April 20 - May 20
With your feet firmly on the ground, you'll feel safe handing your heart over to your beloved for permanent safekeeping

*sigh*

Virgo August 23 - September 22
Don't keep your emotions so bottled up; you need to really let loose and express yourself. Tell your partner exactly what's on your mind.

I had to work today 6am-2pm. It really sucked. Not to mention I only had 3 hours of sleep. I went to Adam's house with Josh last night. It was alot of fun. It was really surprising to me how Josh treated my in front of his friends. I expected him to be all distant and not want to touch me. But it was like Adam wasnt even there. All of his attention ( Read more... )

"I havent felt like this in God knows how long."

I can say this.

I am TRULY happy.

I found piece of mind, I'm feeling good again.
I'm on the other side,
Back among the living.
Ain't a cloud in the sky,
All my tears have been cried,
And I can finally say:

Baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay ( Read more... )