Please understand
This isnt just goodbye
This is I cant stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean,
It rises all around me and now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces will choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past ( Read more... )

so today robert came over and it was pretty sweet.  we just mostly watched wild n out and its pretty funny.  "yeah it goes in and out really quck" me:"just like ricky?" LMFAO! alex, lexy and lance just had to come down ughhh.  im still peeved.  but yeah he just left and stuff.....
=/

yesturday i went to the mall with kristina, kellie, and mitch.  i went into 3 preppy stores and i tried something on at A&F and i really liked both things they were sooo cute.  then we went to wet seal and kristina and i tried on overalls lmao!  then we went to hollister and they played all the songs we requested yay! i wanna get the shirt that ( Read more... )

So today, the stupid, nonetheless dead, Johnny Cash beat "Snakes on a Plane" by Cobra Starship.  I didn't get in at all.  I'm very pissed is anyone else?? Come on, 89X, JOHNNY CASH? Did someone at 99.5 make a deal with you? JUNE 14TH IS TOO LONG TO BE ON.

so i wake up around 11:30, then i texted robert that we should hang out today. what do u know, 10 minutes later, ricky and robert are on my porch. mind you i didnt have a bra on, so i had to cross my arms as i greeted them. i changed and we ate just a bit.  we went downstairs and listened to the mix CD i made for ricky.  used the vibrating thingy ( Read more... )

ooooh shit i havent updated in a week!! well here it goes!

Wedneday:  So Mitch asked me out and I said i don't know.  I went to Kellie's for her party.  Ricky and Robert broke the circuit.  We blew up balloons and listened to music.  Her hands have been down my pants before! LMFAO! That made me giggle.  I'm preggers!  Kellie came and we surprised ( Read more... )

<3  I can't stand to think about, a heart so big, it hurts like hell.
<3             Do you want to fall apart?
<3                        I can't stop if you can't start
<3    I could, If you can, try to fix what i've undone,
<3                 because I hate what I've become.
<3         You know me, Oh you think you do
<3    you just don't ( Read more... )

SEE; friends will always be saying
                       "you deserve better anyways"
                but best friends will be prank calling   him at 1 in the morning saying
                   "you got 7 days bitch"

so im burnt
broken
allergie stricked

update like tomorrow or soon mucho to catch up on

OMG RICKY AND ROBERT JUST WON WARPED TICKETS!

dude i really wanna go =[=[

will update bout kellies later

in my dream, taylor asked ricky to slow dance with me and he said yes but we didnt....

...does that mean something?!

I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from ( Read more... )