This weekend was awesome. We had a trackmeet on Friday that was kinda boring. But then Jenna and I went back to the hotel to go swimming. It was fun... except the part where I thought her brother was hawt. That was just wrong. But then Jenna came back to my dads and we went to get ice cream at Culvers or however you spell it. Then we went back and ( Read more... )

Would you kill me if I asked you too?

I know that I would kill myself if you
said no.

I don't know what to do anymore
I just want to leave this world.

I cut myself again last night
Right on my leg.
I tried to stop but it didn't work
I just had the urge to cut somemore
I wish I was like Mary
She's pretty, everybody likes her
But I dont like myself
And ( Read more... )

School boring.

WG- learning about sex!!

Lit- read a story

History- video Math- boring

free time- right now updating this.

And the rest of the day is to come.

I never know what to do anymore I feel like my world is falling apart

I just dont understand anything anymore

My parents fight.

My mom and me fight.

Nothing matters.

I just want to ( Read more... )

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I ( Read more... )

My life sucks right now ( Read more... )

Single or Taken: I think Im taken ( Read more... )

At school right now. Sorta bored. Acctually really bored. cant get any of my homework done because everybody keeps talking. Got to go so I dont get in trouble.

LYLAS- mary, alyssa, kellie, jenna and none other then my self

I love you pat always and forever.

Okay well Im at the library right now cause I dont have the internet at home, so I have to friggen come here which I guess is okay. But yea. This week in school was all f*ed up. I dont know how often I will be able to update this but w.e g2g ttyl lylas lylab