im so fuckin stupid.. i always fuck up everything

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ok so... yesterday i went to school obviously, then went out for a lil bit.. came home.. then talked to ryan for a million and a half hours before i went to sleep.. soo much fun =) untill i had to wake up this morning. then today i went to school got put in iss for the day which was prettyy gay.. oh well what are you guna do. then went somewhere ( Read more... )

last nite was okay.. i got caught drinking which kinda sucked oh well.. it was a pretty random nite (borrowed that word from ryan).. random 20 yr old guy hitting on me and starting a random convo on ear rings.. random kid wearing ecko shirt and vans starts randomly talking to me. my dad randomly wants a sip of my drink.. that so happened to contain ( Read more... )

im getting ready to go to a memorial day party tonite so i wont be back till pretty late.. every year we go and its better and better every time.. what they do is so amazing.. but anyways.. nicole came over for a lil then i talked to ryan and now im getting ready to leave. ryan i just finished reading ur journal thing.. why would u ever question ( Read more... )

i didnt write yesterday bc i didnt have time.. went to school..went out for a lil after then came home for a few.. went to mcds w. vanessa and saw ppl.. got kicked out because of some slut.. then went back to vanessas w. nicole and marissa.. then went home that nite..

p.s. my dads such a fuckin faggot and wont let me go to the mall.. sorry ryan..

ok so today was really boring.. not too much to talk about.. i came home chilled out for a little.. then went to the orthodontist around like 4:30 and didnt get home till 7:30 and my teeth hurt like a mother fuckker..eh.. so then i talked to ryan on the phone for a little and my gay dad made me get off so im guna go watch tv and then prolly call ( Read more... )

ok so this is my first time writing one of these thingies.. not like anyone reads this shit anyways.. oh well.. let me start off by saying today totally sucked. i went home early from school to go to the oral surgeon to see what i had to have done on my mouth.. fun fun.. then on the way home picked up jackie and then chylled w. some other people. ( Read more... )