Resolution...
...be more positive.   be more optimistic.   the end.

i hope others can do the same.

i have set all my grudges to rest.  i have righted all my wrongs.  2009 is going to be great. 

 i can barely breath

These are my current prospects of end of summer/fall reading:

1.  Whitney Gaskell-Mommy Tracked
2.  Whitney Gaskell-Testing Kate
3.  Whitney Gaskell-She, Myself and I
4.  Whitney Gaskell-True Love and other Lies
5.  Whitney Gaskell-Pushing 30
6.  Valerie Frankel-The Accidental Virgin
7.  Valerie Frankel-Hex and the Single Girl
8.  Valerie Frankel- ( Read more... )

it is so incredibly hard to find true friends who don't ditch you all the time and decide to upgrade to better people because they hang out more and go to more shows.  people are so incredibly pathetic.  i need to find some new friends.

i have literally three maybe two people who really matter to me.

 starting over is all there is.

i can't handle my mind anymore. i constantly have thoughts circulating round and round and want them to be shut off now. i wish i could disappear into a deep slumber and arise without a care in the world. the real world violently shakes me into a dismay i can't control anymore. it's all vigorously crashing down before my eyes. my tears seem ( Read more... )

After a very successful semester at school, scoring a 4.0 I have the entire summer off to work hard at this list of goals ( Read more... )

livejournal seems incredibly pointless, seeing how no matter what i write in here, no one responds to ( Read more... )

...i want to do before i die.

1. Have co-ownership in my salon.  forget that idea.
2. Own at least one new car.
3. Swim with the sharks.
4. Become a cruelty investigator for animal welfare.
5. Get married.
6. Adopt two african children.
7. Travel on an African safari.
8. Write my name in newly laid concrete.
9. Retire in some beautiful place.
10. ( Read more... )

being in seattle taking care of my uncle is one of the hardest things i've ever done. seeing someone you love go through living hell to stay alive is a rude awakening. in the past two days i've seen so many things and had to be a rock of support and positivity. it's so hard to do when you know this may be one of the last times you ever see this ( Read more... )