I am NEVER drinking again. I dont care how many times ive said it, this time i trully mean it. I have never felt so terrible in my life. I think i almost died today, i was completely dehydrated, and if i would drink water it would just come back up. i couldnt keep anything down, and i just felt like my stomach was shrinking into a little ball. It ( Read more... )

The chip on my shoulder, has found itself a home.

I got erection!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This weekend was interesting, trannys, toilets, bruises all over my body. I had a grand ol' time. Dressed my two gay buddies up as women. Bro my step brother looks just like Paris Hilton lol it was fucking scary. I dressed as a hooker, my step sis got it in the butt =( That bitch woke up in the morning not knowing what the fuck happened the night ( Read more... )

Disregard all the bullshit i have babbled. The callous has grown over once again.

The summer heat always seems to do this to me. I want trouble, i want to rebel and go nuts. I always get so rowdy in the summer. Godammit i just want to run wild and be free, To do what i please ( Read more... )

Tough shit.

My horoscope is on my side....

Joan,
Try pushing yourself now to increase your financial stability or your self-esteem. Go further than you think you should. You are investing in yourself, so don't be shortsighted by having low expectations. There is more that you can do with your life than you realize. Have faith in yourself and your abilities.

Tonights show was fuckin good. I miss going to shows. Fucking taco bell has taken over my life!

Damn the man!

I dont know why torture myself over something i dont really care about, i think im bored. I amuse myself in the strangest fashion. Its kind of sick really.

I woke up today and i was all grown up. Dont ask me how it happened, where the change sneaked in. But its here, i am changed, i am new and shiny. I have become someone else. The old me was afraid to speak, afraid to go for what she wanted. But now, well now i am no longer afraid. I am happy with myself for the first time in my life. I do not feel ( Read more... )